Lost In Beauty-

Monday

I know, my blog had been stagnant dunno since when. Nope, I dun plan to make it any livelier any time in the near future. Call mi lazy and/or bo-chap. I just wanna concentrate on my exams now lah, and I wanna blog after I revamp my blog and of course, this can only be done after my exams. Sigh.

2 papers down already! But still, 3 more to go. This is a super hectic sem for mi and perhaps, this contributes to the many thriving reasons of my stress -- I dun want to let all my hard work goes down the drain during this last sprint! But still, I am not very convinced that I would get super duper good grades leh. Heck, who cares? I'll just try my best and that's that. Period. Anyway, my last 5km run was like a week ago, many donkey days away(oh my god!) and the worst thing now is I am coping with stress in an unhealthy manner or what psychologists called emotion-focused coping -- What I called highly dangerous fat-inducing method of stress coping. Oh my goodness! But the good thing is I didn't really put on weight, all thanks to the usual regular exercise I reckon. Heh.

Enough of that, my papers are still ok so far. Oh no, I already had millions of thoughts flying thru my head at this very moment, telling mi what to do after the exam. And by the way, if u didn't catch it, the keyword here is "after". Which means, I shall get back to study!! Which means I'm thinking too far off. 1st Dec, Come quick come!

I wanna revamp my blog.

I wanna go ktv.

I wanna go blading.

I wanna learn tennis.

I wanna watch lots and lotsa movies.

I wanna go exercise all day.

I wanna do facial.

I wanna do manicure (has been ages since I last did my nails!)

I wanna go shopping!

I wanna go Bangkok!

I miss Ps!

I wanna.. go study now..

Doubt I will blog anytime b4 my exams end. Anyway, to destress!!

P/S: Btw, Congrats to Vio! Daryl's back!

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday

Was browsing through my previous post to find out that majority of it was on the topic on exercising. Well, I am still currently trying to keep up with my regular exercise routine BUT so much so for the increase in metabolic rate, I had good indulgence in all kinds of good food last week. Those were not excuses for sinful indulgence ok(ok, maybe some. Hee). You see, before Mum went to Bangkok, we had a family dinner at those not-very-high-class-but-not-bad family restaurant. Then Dad wanna have good food when Mum's away, so we went food exploration as well. When Mum arrived that night, we had a nice dinner at those not that classy but good family restaurants with my aunts and all as well. Mum also bought some exotic Thai snacks back. So, well.. Surprisingly, ever since I started exercising regularly, I found a significant increase in my appetite, proportional and correlatetional to my exercising rate. All right, I think I shall "tone down" from now then to be sorry later. Haa.

Oh yah, poor Dear, his eyes were swollen from "dunno what" during our run that night. I bet the itch must be super unbearable. Eww, thinking of it arouses my goosebumps. Glad that everything's ok now. Since then, I had decided not to run at night, at least not for him. Well, it's better to be superstitious than to be sorry.

A few nights back, Dear n mi had a long long chat. I was quite stressed out and emotionally overwhelmed by alot of things, be it little thingy or major happenings, to the extent I couldn't understand my feelings. I guessed I was cognitive dissonance-ed. It was a terrible feeling, really. However, each time I undergo this kinda emotional roller coaster, Dear will be there to listen, support, advise and guide me along. And I really felt alot better after all the long chats we've had. I began to discover more about myself and more aware of all the things out there. Thanks for all, Dear.

I enjoyed shopping and walking around in town! It's been quite some time since I really put everything behind me and enjoy myself. Went to town yesterday, I still bought a Roxy bag despite my pledge to curb my expenditure so that I can splurge during the Bangkok trip. Uh oh. Dear had a "ta shou huo" too. Hmm.. I guessed I won't have the chance of "leisuring around" until exams are over though. I have been burying myself into books till late nights all along, and I think that ain't gonna stop anytime soon. Haiz.

K lah, back to work on my report.

the beauty exposed ;