Lost In Beauty-

Saturday

JeAn hAs juS doLLeD uP hEr nAiLs.. bOtH tOeS n fiNgErS.. i'Ve bEeN tOrLeRaTiNg mY tOeNaiLs fOr quiTe sOmE tYm Le.. fiNaLLy i did sTh tO tHoSe sHeDDiNg sTrAwBeRriEs tOeS oF miNe.. n hAa.. iT's nO LoNgEr sTrAwBeRriEs oR bLaCkCuRrEnT Le.. iT's LiKe PeArLs nOw.. aT LeAsT tHe coLouR LoOkS LiKe..

oH yAh, tHe pReViOuS pOsT.. tHe pErSoN i'M tOkiN aBt wAs mY MuM.. aLriGhT, aT LeAsT i'Ve LeArNt tHe sKiLL oF "gOeS iN 1 eAr n ouT tHe oThEr".. i'Ve aCcEpTeD iT.. i guEsS mY fAmiLy LeArNs tt sKiLL LoNg aGo.. mY MuM's nOt gOnNa cHaNgE.. aT LeAsT nOt iN tHe nEaR fUtUrE.. sO i'M nOt gOnNa mAkE mYseLf miSeRabLe juS cOs sHe'S uNrEaSoNabLe, oR rAtHeR sHe'S rEaSoNabLe iN hEr oWn wAy.. buT i nOe sOmEtiMeS i sTiLL cAnT heLp iT buT tO fEeL uPsEt.. cOs uLtiMATeLy, sHe'S sTiLL mY MuM.. hMm.. buT dEn, hEcK!!! i duNnO n i duN cArE!! n viO, i LiKe uR sAyiNg, "i hAtE hEr tiS wK"..

YeSt's sPriNg cLeAniNg dAy.. sEriOusLy, i duNnO wHt'S LeFt iN mY hSe tO sPriNg cLeAn aBt, cOs mY MuM's aLwAyS cLeAniNg siNcE sHe aLwAyS nAg eVeRyWhErE iS diRtY.. cLeAniNg iS a nV-eNdiNg tAsK iN mY hSe.. iT's mY mUm'S "guAi Pi" aGaiN.. buT dEn, i hAd a suMpTuOuS diNnEr yEsT cOs eVeRyOnE's hMe.. mY dAd wAnNa "LaO Yu sHeNg".. hE bOuGhT tHoSe pAcKeT oNeS tt dAy.. iNsTeAd oF fiSh sLiCeS, hE uSeD aBaLoNe.. hEeZ..

k LaH, aLtHo aBiT sUdDeN, i gOtTa gO Le.. tAtAz~

the beauty exposed ;

Wednesday

nOw iN sCh.. 2 hRs bReAk.. cEnTraL LiB.. siTtiNg cOmFoRtAbLy wiF viO iN fRoNt, rEaDinG hEr JAP LaNg nOtEs..

aCtuaLLi, i wAsN't iN a gD mOoD tOdAe aLtHo i nOe i duN sEeM tO LoOk LiKe i'M nOt oKiE.. tiS pRoB kEpT hAuNtiNg mi.. i cRiEd nOt LoNg aFtEr i wOkE uP.. sHe iS tHe rEaSoN y i cRiEd.. i beLiEvE sHe tEaReD aBiT tHo cOs sHe feLt wEi Qu.. buT i sTiLL didn gEt tHe cHaNcE tO teLL hEr aLL, hOw i fEeL n mY pT oF viEw, cOs sHe didn LeT mi dO sO..eVeN iF i did, iT juS wOnT gEt rEgiStErEd iN hEr hEaD.. sHe kEpT tOkiN aBt hEr sTrOnG pT oF viEw wHiCh i hAd hEaRd fOr LiKe 19 yRs n sHe juS REFUSED tO hEaR miNe.. aLL tHe fAcTs n hEr LoGiC.. i'M tiReD..

buT uLtiMaTeLy, sHe iS tHe rEaSoN y i cRiEd.. cOs i LoVe hEr..

aLriGhT, i shAn tOk aBt suCh tHiNgS.. LeT's juS hOpE tt tHiNgS wiLL tuRn ouT fiNe, wHiCh i dOuBt sO.. hEy, i'M aLrEaDy bEiNg oPtiMiStiC siNcE i duN miNd tHiNgS sTaYiNg tiS wAy iF tHiNgS duN tuRn ouT weLL..

sHaLL sToP hErE cOs tHe wHoLe LiB iS fuLL oF mY tYpiNg sOuNd.. shaLL gO dO mY wOrK onLiNe..

the beauty exposed ;

Monday

aArRgGhH!!! siCkEniNg!! i hAtE piMpLeS!! n i hAd oNe gRoWiNg oN mY LoWeR cHiN riGhT nOw.. n iT's LiKe pAiNfuL LoR.. wAiT tiLL i uSe mY biOtErM pRoDuCt n kiLL u..

hMm.. TuToRiaL baLLoTiNg tOdAe.. n tHe sOciaL wOrK tut cHaNgE iTs timEsLoT.. *siAn* i sUpPoSeD tHeRe'LL bE a bReAk fOr mY fRi Le bAh.. viO, nOw u cAn duN wOrRy aBt nO tiMe fOr LuNcH oN tHe oDd wK..

wAs quiTe uNhApPy yEsT.. cAuSe? mY pArEnTs.. y? LoNg sToRy LaH.. aNiWaE, i'M uNhApPy nOt bEcOs oF wHt hApPeNeD yEsT buT aN aCcuMuLaTiOn oF wHt tHeY did fOr tHe pAsT fEw mThS oR eVeN yEaRs.. tHe sAmE oLd pRoB wiLL rEsUrFaCe itSeLf aGaiN n aGaiN.. n i wiLL bE miSeRabLe.. i'M suRe aLL oF u ouT tHeRe hAv tiS kiNdA fEeLiNgS b4.. wHeN u fEeL tt u R nOt bEiNg uNdErStOoD bY uR pArEnTs.. tHeY rEfuSeD tO aCkNowLeDgE u R tHeiR MATURE kiD.. aLwAyS tReAt u aS aN iNsEnSibLe kiD.. n aLoT mOrE kEePs piLiNg uP..

buT aFtEr i wAtChEd a sHoW wiTh "xiAo yAn JiE" n "aH LiAnG" aS tHe hOsTs yEsT niTe, i feLt tt wHt "xiAo YaN JiE" sAiD wAs tRuE.. sHe sAiD tt diFf pArEnTs hAv diFf wAyS oF eDuCaTiNg n nuRtUriNg tHeiR cHiLd.. tHeiR mEtHoDs mAy bE wRoNg oR tHeY eXpReSsEd iT iN a wRoNg wAy buT uLtiMaTeLy iT's cOs oF tHeiR LoVe fOr u.. n aT cErTaiN ciRcUmStAnCeS wHiCh wiLL pOsE a dAnGeR/LiFe tHrEaT tO u, aLL tHe diFfErEnT pArEnTs wiLL dO tHe sAmE tHiNg -- sAcRiFiCe tHeMseLvEs fOr tHeiR kiDs.. vErY LoGiCaL, vErY tRuE n vErY wiSe..

iT mAdE mi tiNk n iT mAdE mi fEeL bEtA!! rEaLLi.. mAyBe i shLd aLwAyS tiNk iN tiS wAy.. sO tt eVeN iF i nOe i wiLL "LoSe", i'LL "LoSe" xiN fU kOu fU tO pArEnTaL LoVe.. =D

i LuV mY MuM n mY DaD.. rEgArdLeSs oF wHt tHeY diD oR hOw wRoNg tHeiR mEtHoD oF nuRtuRiNg mi iS, tO mi, tHeY'r sTiLL tHe bEsTeSt pArEnTs iN tHe wOrLd.. wiThOuT tHeM, wiThOuR tHeiR mEtHoD oF bRiNgiNg mi uP, i mAy nOt bE wHt i m tOdaE..

buT.. i wiLL sTiLL wHiNe wHeNeVeR i tiNk i'M riGhT.. =P

the beauty exposed ;

Thursday

aLriGhT aLriGhT.. i nOe i nOe.. i hAvEn bEeN uPdAtiNg mY bLoG fOr quiTe sOmE tYm.. hMm.. eVeR siNcE LaSt suN??

wHeN i cOmE onLiNe, tHe tHiNgS tt i'LL dO iS gO IVLE, pRiNt nOtEs.. n yuP.. nTh eLsE cOs tHeRe'S LiKe sO muCh sTuFf n inFo wE gOtTa rEaD fOr tHe nEw cOuRsEs.. hMm.. aT LeAsT, i'Ve doNe mOsT oF iT.. sO hErE i m nOw, bLoGgiNg..

sEriOusLy, i tiNk i LiKe mY tiMetAbLe fOr tiS sEm.. iT's a 3-dAyS wK.. i gOt sCh fOr 3 dAyS onLi!! enVy? hAa.. buT duNnO iF i cAn gEt aLL tHe tut i wAn.. iF i dO gEt aLL tHoSe i wAn, iT'LL bE a 3-dAyS wK.. hEy, buT tt dOeSn mEaN i'LL sLaCk k.. nO sLaCkiNg tiS sEm.. *JeAn sHaKEs hEaD*

oH yAh, mY fiRsT feW LeCs sTiLL aLriGhT LaH.. aT LeAsT tHe cHi moDuLe i tAkiNg mYseLf (tHe 1 wiThouT mY sisTa wiF mi), iS iNtErEsTiNg.. n tHe LeCtuReR, aLtHo nOt HiLaRiOuS iN aNy wAy, iS abLe tO mAkE tHe tOpiC sO muCh mOrE iNtErEsTiNg tHaN iT sEeMs.. n iT sEeMeD oKiE iN tHe fiRsT pLaCe.. viO, u cAn cOnSiDeR tiS moDuLe nXt sEm.. hEeZ..

n tOdAe, mY fReE dAy!!! guEsS wHeRe diD i gO? haA.. MaNdAi zOo!!! tiS iS cRaZy.. sCh rEoPeNs Le n i'M LiKe sTiLL pLaYiNg.. buT nO k.. cOs nO tut tiS wK n nXt wK mAh, sO aBiT sLaCk LaH.. =P vErY fuN aLtHo i'M quiTe tiReD tOdAe..

i LiKe poLaR bEaRs, juS LiKe pS.. =) n u nOe wHt, tHeRe'S tiS LiTtLe LaMb wHiCh mAnAgEd tO cLiMb ouT oF tHe sMaLL hoLeS bEtWn tHe fEnCeS (iMaGiNe hOw sMaLL iT iS), n iT's sOoOo cuTe, iT kEpT pOuNciNg oNtO u wHeN u sQuAt dOwN.. n iT wiLL niBbLe oN uR fiNgErS buT iT wOnT biTe.. iT sEeMs tt aLL LaMbS LiKe tO niBbLe oN eVeRyThiNg -- aNdReW's sHoeLaCeS, ouR sHiRtS n iT kEpT LoOkiNg aT mY sTrAwBeRriEs tOeS!!! hAa.. i sQuAtTeD dOwN n pAtTeD iT.. iT wiLL puT iTs fOrEaRmS oNtO mY tHiGhS n wAnTeD tO kiSs mi!! hAa.. cuTe!! n tHeRe'S tiS pT, wHeN iT bEcAmE sO fRiEndLy tt iT LiTeRaTeLy juMpEd oN mi fOr nO rEaSoN.. i wAs aBiT sTuNnEd buT buRsT ouT iNtO LaUgHtEr aFt aWhiLe.. i LuV tiS cuTe LiT LaMb!!! i LiKe tHe sHoWs aS weLL.. *gRiN* enuFF aBt zOo..

hMm.. yAh, i fOrGoT tO sAy.. i bOuGhT 2 tOpS iN NUS bAzAaR.. nOt juS 1 buT 2.. =P n tHe pRoB hErE iS tt i nV tOt i'LL buY aNyThiNg fRoM tHeRe.. daMn iT!! i sPeNt aGaiN..

iT's iN eVeRy wOmEn'S gEnE.. bEwArE LaDiEs!! tHe dOubLe "X" cHrOmOsOmEs mEaNs mOrE sPeNdiNg oF $$$.. *JeAn sHaKeS hEaD aGaiN*

kk, i'LL uPdAtE mY bLoG aGaiN.. gOnNa sLeP nOw.. wAkiNg uP rEjUnAtEd n fReSh n rEaDy tO fiGhT LiKe a tiGeR tmL!!

the beauty exposed ;

Sunday

~* FiNaLe!! *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* sO coLoUrFuL!! tHeY reLeAsEd tHe baLLoOnS wHeN tHeY sAnG MEI LI XIN SHI JIE.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* Mei Li XiN sHi JiE *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* i LiKe tiS pArT oF tHe cOnCeRt, wHeN tHeY sAt oN tHe doLpHiN n sAnG HOU NIAO.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* HeBe, SeLiNa n eLLa.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* fRoM LeFt : SeLiNa, HeBe n eLLa *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* dAt'S HeBe iN hEr ChiNa dReSs.. sHe LoOkS sO pReTtY.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* oH i LiKe tiS piNkiSh ouTfiT oF tHeiRs.. sOoOo cuTe!! *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* tHeiR wHiTe ouTfiT.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* oH yAh, n fiNaLLy HeBe gOtTa wEaR tHe niCeSt dReSs?? hAa.. cOs SeLiNa aLwAyS gOt tHe niCeSt dReSs.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* tHeiR nEw ouTfiT.. wHeN tHeY wErE siNgiNg SUPERSTAR n TONG KUAI.. *~

the beauty exposed ;

~* did i sAy i tEaReD wHeN tHeY cAmE ouT siNgiNg "Po Si MaO"? *~

the beauty exposed ;

WoOoOhOoOo!!!~

tHe cOnCeRt wAs siMpLy gReAt gReAt gReAt!!! S.H.E rOx!! did mAnAgE tO sMuGgLe diGiCaM iNtO tHe iNdOoR sTaDiUm.. n cApTuRe sOmE piCs n viDeOs!!! hEeZ.. mY sEaT nOt bAd, quiTe nEaR tHe sTaGe.. n tHeiR 1sT tRy oF a 4-siDeD sTaGe.. i muSt sAy tHeY mAnAgEd iT weLL.. tHeY tOoK cArE oF aLL tHe auDiEnCeS.. =D

n i muSt sAy i finD HeBe vErY vErY pReTtY!!! rEaLLi.. hAa.. aLtHo SeLiNa aBiT pLuMp, sHe'S sTiLL quiTe pReTtY.. n eLLa, sHe'S sO buBbLy n taLkAtiVe.. wiThOuT hEr, i'M suRe S.H.E wiLL nV bE aS gD aS wHt tHeY r tOdAe.. rEaLLi.. sHe'S tHe oNe wHo tOk tHe mOsT n sHe'S tHe oNe wHo rEaCteD tHe bEsT n fAsTeSt wHeN tHe sOuNd sYsTeM gOeS wRoNg 3 tYmS tHe niTe b4.. HeBe tHe oThEr wAy rD, sHe'S tHe oNe wHo tOk tHe LeAsT..

eNuFF aBt tt.. i'LL upLoAd tHe pHoToS LaTeR.. i rEaLLi enJoYeD mYseLf.. buT dEn mY pArEnTs tOt tHe oThErWiSe.. hMm.. aNyWaY, eNjOy tHe pHoToS..

the beauty exposed ;

Saturday

~* i'M gg tO wAtCh tHeiR cOnCeRt tOniTe!!! *~

the beauty exposed ;

YeAh!!!!~

i gOt mY LaPtOp bAcK Le.. iT's nOw sO "nEw"!! hEeZ.. nO mOrE pOpuPs n nO mOrE auTo sHuTdOwN.. buT sOmE fEaTuReS gOttA rE-iNsTaLL LoR.. hMm.. eG mY mSn v6.2.. n mY cHi sOfTwArE.. bUt mOrE oR LeSs, iT's sPyWaRe-FrEe n viRuS-fReE nOw!!

oH, tHx fOr uR dEaR cOnCeRn mY siStA!! LuV yA!! bOrRoWeD mD fRoM viO yEsT.. yAh, viO, sMaCk hiS buTt!!! =P buT duN wOrRy, nOw oKiE Le.. eVeN iF nOt oKiE, iT's nOt mi buT pS.. hMm.. hOpE tHe S.H.E cOnCeRt LaTeR wiLL cHeEr u uP mY dEaR pS!!

n i duNnO y buT i cAn fEeL mY hEaRtBeAt nOw.. i'M LiKe DAMN EXCITED fOr tHe cOnCeRt LaTeR!!!!!! rEaLLi.. pS wiLL bE iN tHe sAmE sEcTiOn aS mi tOo.. rEm bRiNg uR suPeR pOwEr biNoCuLaR aH.. hAa.. n buY a piNk LiGhTsTiCk.. oH, i juS fiNiShEd wAtChiNg tHe cOnCeRt vCd oF tHeM LaSt yR.. n i wAtChEd uNtiL i wAnNa cRy!! buT duNnO y, mAyBe i LiKe tHeM tOo muCh!! tHe vCd cAuSeD mi tO gEt sOoOoOoOoOoOo eXciTeD!!!!!!

cAnT wAiT tO gO tO tHeiR cOnCeRt tOniGhT!!!!!

S.H.E rOx!!~

the beauty exposed ;

Friday

i cRiEd, a hArd oNe..

fOr tHe 1St tYm iN 2005.. 6tH JaN 2005..

tEaRs sEeM tO bE sTrAnGeRs eVeR siNcE quiTe sOmE tYm aGo.. aT LeAsT fOr tHe pAsT 21 daYs i guEsSeD..

pS caLLeD aT tHe riGhT tYm buT sHe'S nO bEtA tHaN mi, mAyBe wOrSe.. n i'M mOrE cOnCeRnEd oF tiS dEaR dEaR fReN oF miNe tHaN mYseLf.. duN puSh uRseLf k geR?? i'LL aLwaYs bE hErE fOr u wHeN u nEeD tiS buDDy, I PROMISE.. i mEaN iT.. n i nOe viO wiLL tOo.. wHeN tHe tiMe iS riPeD, iT'LL bE riGhT.. tiMe wiLL hEaL tOo.. n rEm, 2 hEaDs r bEtA tHaN oNe.. =)

n fOr tHe foLLoWiNg, iT's onLi mEaNt fOr sOmEoNe.. n u nOe wHo u R..

YuP, tHiNgS r nOt tt bAd, a vErY tRiViaL mAtTeR.. buT tRy puTtiNg uRseLf iN mY sHoEs, juS LiKe i tRiEd puTtiNg mi iN uR sHoEs tO tiNk..

i wOnT sAy aNyThiNg muCh.. juS tt a tRiViaL mAtTeR cAn n iT rEaLLi did rEfLeCt aLoT iN oThEr wAyS..

mAyBe i tRuSt u tOo muCh..

mAyBe i reLy oN u tOo muCh..

eXcEeDeD mY "pReCauTiOn" LeVeL.. n nOw i'M huRt.. cOs iT nOt onLi sHoWeD tt i'M oVeR-reLyiNg oN u buT iT rEmiNdS mi oF sTh wAy bAcK..

tiMe dOeSn rEaLLi hAv hEaLiNg pOwErS, dOeS iT? oR iT juS siMpLy iSnT pOwErFuL eNuFf..

i cAnT rEaLLi reLy n tRuSt tOo muCh.. i hAv tO LeArN tO bE mOrE iNdEpEnDeNt.. i wiLL.. i beLiEvE..

duN uNdErStAnD a siNgLe wOrD?? unLeSs u R tt sOmEoNe.. iF nOt, duN rEaD tiS pArT oF mY bLoG.. oR iF u r tt sOmEoNe, n u duNnO, dEn tOo bAd..

n u nOe wHt?? aT tt pOiNt iN tYm, i wAs aSkiNg mYseLf "dO i rEaLLi nOe tiS u?? oR hAv u aLwaYs nOt sHoW uR tRuE seLf, uR tHe tRuE u?".. i caNt beLiEvE mY eArS tt tOnE sHoOtiNg bAcK aT mi.. n nOw iT mAdE mi rEaLiZe.. i'Ve eXcEeDeD mY pReCaUtiOn LeVeL.. i'M sOrRy buT i muSt bE oN gUaRd.. mAyBe i tiNk tOo muCh bUt.. wHtEvA..

tHe aBv bLoG iS mEaNt soLeLy fOr tt "sOmEoNe".. n iF u R nOt, tRy nOt tO rEaD iT aLtHo aT tiS pT iN tiMe, u hAd.. bUt aNiWaY, tHe aBv iS suBjEcTeD tO 40% PMS mOoD.. mAyBe tt'S wHt tRiGgErS mi tO tiNk tOo muCh aS weLL..

the beauty exposed ;

i'Ve juS fiNiShEd mY pReViOuS eNtRy n nOw i m, rEgReTtiNg..

nOw i beLiEvE..

wOmEn r tHe wEaKeR oF tHe sExEs..

dAmN!! wHtEvA!!! i duNnO wHt i'M dOiNg, hOw i'M tiNkiNg, wHt i'M tYpiNg..

the beauty exposed ;

Thursday

i'M gOnNa rEpAiR mY LaPpY LaTeR.. kEePs sHuTtiNg dOwN fOr nO rEaSoN.. kEnNa viRuS??

aNiWaE, mY pReFeReNcEs n mOoD kEePs cHaNginG n fLuCtuAtiNg rApidLy rEcEntLy.. tHe biG "M" tHiNgY.. iT's hoLLeRinG tO mi.. mAkiNg iTs aRriVaL hEaRd..

hAa.. i sTiLL rEm iN mY biO oPtiOnaL tOpiC, oNe oF tHe cHpTs.. "70% oF wOmEn uNdErGo PMS" eRm.. i guEsS iF i wErE tO bE rAnKeD, i cAn faLL iN tHe tOp 10 oF tHe 70%?? aLriGhT.. i'M ruBbiShiNg, cRaPpiNg.. C, c wHt i mEaN bY i'M oNe oF tHeM..

iT's aFfEcTiNg mY dEaR fReN aS weLL?? hEy, cHeEr uP k? aNyThiNg i'M hErE.. mY eArS r fOr u.. iF iT's rEaLLi a tRiViaL mAtTeR aS u'Ve sAiD, dEn iT shLdN hAv bEeN iN uR miNd fOr quiTe sOmE tYm Le LeH.. i cAn heLp iF u nEeD.. teLL mi wHeN u r rEaeaDy k?? =)

aCtuaLLi i wAs aBiT sHoCkEd wHeN i hApPeN tO fLiP tHe pAsT pPrS n sAw sOmE fAmiLiAr fAcEs.. i'M wiF tHe nEwS buT i didn rEaLLi gO iNtO aLL tHe viCtiMs' sToRy.. YuP, i oVeRhEaRd cHaOz sAyiNg hOw hiS auNt gOt aFfEcTeD buT i didn nOe iT's hiS auNt i nOe.. i duN wiSh tO ruB iT iN.. iT's LiKe sO sAd.. iT did aFfEcT mY mOoD yEsT..

LiTtLe tRiCiA iS onLi 3 yRs oLd.. i tiNk tHe LaSt tYm i sAw hEr iS LiKe aRd cHi nEw yR wHeN i gO oVeR tO tiS auNt'S pLaCe tO bAi niAn.. hiS auNt iS a vErY niCe LaDy.. hiS uncLe, wHom i hAd LeSs cOnTaCt wiF, sEeMeD tO bE a vErY cApAbLe n rEsPoNsibLe mAn.. n iT's vErY tRuE.. cOs tHe ppR sAyS hE's tHe GM fOr a cOmPaNy.. n i hEaRd cHaOz sAyiNg tt b4..

i pLaYeD wiF hEr.. fOr aT LeAsT aN hR oR 2.. sHe'S sO cuTe.. n sHe LiKeD tO bE sTrOkEd tO sLeP.. sHe'S sHy wHeN i fiRsT sAw hEr n sHe rEfuSeD tO tOk wHeN i'M aRd fOr tHe 1sT 10miN oR sO.. buT sHe gOt aLonG weLL wiF mi n sHe sTaRtEd tO LeT mi cArRy.. sO cuTe.. i cAn fEeL hOw muCh hEr pArEnTs LuV hEr aS weLL..

buT tHe cRueL tSuNaMi..

nO mOrE LiTtLe tRiCiA..

i bEt hEr pArEnTs wiLL bE sOoOo sOoOo hEaRtBrOkEn.. LeT's hOPe eVeRyThiNg tuRnS ouT weLL fOr tHeM.. *JeAn pRaY*

*sObZ*

JeAn mOuRnEd fOr tiS cuTe gEr i'Ve pLaYeD wiF tWiCe..

the beauty exposed ;

Tuesday

GoOd mOrNiNg!!!

i sLePt aT aRd 4aM tHe niTe b4 n i gOtTa wAkE uP eArLy tO dRoP oNe oF my mOduLeS n biD fOr aNoThEr oNe.. i duN rEaLLi wAn tO tK tt mOduLe wiF onLi oNe yR oNe sTuDeNt.. i duN wAnNa tRy tO bE bRaVe, iT'LL onLi bRiNg mY gRaDe dOwN.. bE sMaRt, dUn tRy tO aCt sMaRt..

n i'M sO hApPi i gOt aLL mY mOduLeS i wAnTeD!!! eSp pSyChoLoGy n sOciaL wOrK.. i sEeM tO bE mOrE iNtErEsTeD iN tHeM.. nO gEm oR bReAdTh fOr mi tiS sEm.. cOs tHoSe gEmS mOduLeS i wAnTeD aLL cLaSh wiF mY cOrE mOduLeS.. i duN wAnNa wAsTe a gEm sTuDyiNg wHt i didn yEaRn fOr.. i pReFeR tO sTuDy wHt i LiKe.. =D

a LiTtLe biT oF aChiNg hErE n tHeRe.. cOs LoNg tYm nV pLaY bAdMiNtOn Le.. buT iT dOeSn huRt muCh tHo.. sTrAnGeLy, mY buTt n wAiSt sEeM tO aChE tOo.. hAa.. did i uSe tHoSe muScLeS?? wE pLaYeD fOr aBt 3 hRs yEsT.. n cLeMeNti gOt pAsAr maLaM aGaiN.. tHe guAvA wAs LiKe sO niCe!! hAa..

aNyWaY, i mAdE tiS cuStArD puDDiNg yEsT niTe.. n i tiNk iT tAsTeD niCe.. nXt tYm cAn buY mOrE tO tRy.. buT tHe iNsTrUcTiOnS r aLL iN JaPaNeSe.. sTiLL mAnAgE tO dEciPhEr sOmE wOrDiNgS n mAdE tHe fiNaL pDt..

duNnO y i hAd tiS LiKiNg fOr LittLe aNiMaLs.. n rEcEntLy, fOr kiTtEnS.. i sAw aLoT oF kiTtEnS rEcEntLy, aRd mY aReA.. i cAn sTiLL rEm hOw tiS cuTe LiTtLe oNe kEpT sTaRiNg aT mY tOeS n sTaRtEd tO cHaSe mY tOeS wHeN i sTaRtEd waLkiNg.. aNdReW sAiD iT muSt hAv tOt mY nAiLaRt n coLoUr r sTrAwBeRriEs.. i hAv sTrAwBeRrY tOeS!! hAa.. n i wAs wEaRiNg mY gReEn pOkKa dOt sLiPpErS.. iT muSt hAv bEeN sO huNgRy tt iT tOt iT hAd sEeN pEaS n sTrAwBeRriEs.. buT tHe sEriOuS LoOk iN iTs eYeS n tHe wAy iT pOuNcEs hErE n tHeRe cHaSiNg mY tOeS.. sO aDoRabLe!!! tt'S tHe cuTeSt oNe i sAw sO fAr..

YeSt wHiLe i wAs biDDiNg iN tHe aFtNoOn, i hEaRd tiS mEoWy tHiNgY gg oN oUtSiDe mY dOoR.. i oPeNeD tHe dOoR tO c a kiTtEn!! iT wEnT tO hiDe iN mY nEiGhBoUr'S sHoErAcK wHeN i wEnT iN tO tAkE miLk.. buT aS i gOt cLoSeR, tHe pOoR kiTtEn sEeMs tO hAv sCaRs oR mAyBe wOuNdS uNdEr iTs eYeS.. n iT sEeMs tO bE tReMbLiNg wHeN i gOt cLoSeR n oFfErEd iT miLk.. pOoR kiTtEn.. muSt hAv bEeN tOrTuReD i guEsSeD.. n tiS mOrN i wAs wAkEn bY tHe sAmE mEoWy tHiNgY tOo.. i bEt iT's tHe sAmE kiTtEn buT b4 i cAn oPeN tHe dOoR n oFfEr miLk, i hEaRd mY nEiGhBoUr sHoO-iNg iT aWaY.. hMm..

n aT cLeMeNti yEsT, oNe oF tHe HDB cArPaRkS gOt aLoT oF kiTtEnS.. aDoRabLe!! nOt juS oNe oR tWo buT aLoT.. tHeY wErE hApPiLy pLaYiNg wiF oNe aNoThEr.. niCe LiTtLe kiTtEnS.. hOw i wiSh i cOuLd pLaY wiF tHeM.. u nOe, cAtS LiKe tO bE sTrOkEd.. tiS cAt i sAw aT mY dEcK yEsT LiEs iN a PoSiTiOn, wAiTiNg tO bE sTrOkEd.. bUt.. nOt tt i dEsPiSe sTrAy cAtS buT iT's bEtA tO bE mOrE hYgEniC..

aLriGhT, eNuFf aBt cAtS n kiTtEnS..

ReZa n FaZ.. tOtaLLy hEaDaChE.. iF i wErE tHeM, i wOuLd bE sO cOnFuSeD.. nOt cOnFuSeD aT eAcH oThEr buT oVeR tHe pArEnTs' iSsUe?? cOs i beLiEvE tt iF tHeRe wErE mOrE uNdErStAnDiNg n tRuSt bEtWn tHeM, tHiNgS wOuLd hAv bEeN bEtA n nOt gEt oUtTa hAnD.. bUt iT's nOt tHe tiMe tO bRoOd oVeR tHe pAsT n mAkiNg a biG fuSs ouTtA eVeRyThiNg.. iNsTeAd oF bLaMiNg eAch oThEr fOr "wHt u shLd hAv dOnE", y nOt aSk "wHt shaLL wE dO nXt".. iT's tHeiR pRoB, tHeY gOtTa fAcE n soLvE tHeM tHeMseLvEs..

i caN onLi sAy..

DuN ruSh tHiNgS iNtO tHe fuTuRe, LeT tHe fuTuRe cOmE tO yOu..

the beauty exposed ;

Monday

~* yEsT, wHeN bRo wAs sLePiN, i kApPo hiS fOnE fOr.. piC!! *~