~* dAt WaS e tYm wHeN i tOk oN e fOnE wiF tt HiM.. iT's jUz oVeR.. *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

aFt wOrK, mi gO MANGO wiF ChRiS aGaiN.. iT's tHe dUnNo hOw mAnY tYmS wE wEnT eVeR siNcE tHe saLe sTaRtEd.. dAt dAy sPeNd aLoT, pArtLy cOs i mOoD nOt gD? :x hMm.. gOtTa quiT tiS hAbiT.. tiNk i'M nOT gg MNG fOr qUiTe sUm tYm?? hAa.. tmL LaSt dAy oF wOrK.. aBiT eNtHu.. oSo dUnNo y.. mAyBe cOs iT's tYm fOr reLax?

i wAs LuCkY i sPeNd tYm wiF ChRiS aFt mY wOrK cOs wHeN my dAd dRoPs mi oFF iN fRoNt oF mY fLaT, i juZ mAnAgE tO waLk 2 sTePs wHeN eVeRytHiN b4 mi wEnT bLaCk, LiKe i'M sTaNdiNg b4 a bLaCk cAstLe.. :s aLtHo iT's e 2nD tYm, i juZ rUsH bAck tO mY dAd'S cAr n kNoCk oN hiS cAr bOoT b4 hE wEnT oFF.. *pHeW* hE sToPpEd n aT LeAsT i gOt mY dAd tO aCc mi waLk tHe sTupiD 15 sToReYs.. tReAt iT aS eXeRciSe? hAa.. dAd wAs aSkiN mi iF i wAnNa rEsT wHeN wE rEaChEd tHe 8tH sToReY n i wAs LiKe "u tiReD hUh?".. gUeSs iT's jUz aBiT tOo tiRiNg fOr hiM bUt wE cOntiNuE aNyWaE cOs i wAs LiKe "hEy, gO oN, wE'Re haLfwAy tHrU Le, reAcHiNg sOoN, vErY fAsT.".. i hAd mY coLd sHoWeR wiF a waLL LaMp n mY LiGhTsTiCkS.. iT's e 2nD tYm i rEaLiZeD e iMpTaNcE oF eLeCtRiCiTy n hOw iMpT iT iS tO hAv bAcK-uP aT hMe..

hMm.. gUeSs i gOtTa gO dO sUm sTuFFs Le.. bUai!~

the beauty exposed ;

~* mY "mUm", pS n mi.. siNcE i pRoMiSe hEr i'LL pOsT oUr piC.. *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

oKiE.. iT's bEeN a LoNg tYm siNcE i bLoG.. bUt i rEaLLi nEeD sUm sTuFfS cLeArEd oFf mY miNd mAn..

dAt'S hOw mY sToRy wiF mY "eX-DeAr" eNdS.. nO mOrE cOmpLaiNtS oF mi "iLL-tReAtiNg" aNyOnE Le.. i did cRy, iNdEeD vErY hArD, wHeN i qUaRReLLeD oNe dAy b4 eVrYtHiNg eNdS cOs tt'S tHe tYm wHeN i fOuNd oUt tHe hUrTfuL tRuTh.. hE juS dUn tRuSt mi & dUn uNdErsTaNd mi.. iT's aLL aBt wHt hiS fReNs n pArEnTs sAy.. bUt oF cOuRsE, sUm wiLL sTaNd bY hiS siDe oF tHe sToRy n i wOnT sAy tHiNgS bUt i tOt a ReLaTiOn iS aLL aBt tHe 2 oF uS?? nO mAtTeR wHt, nO pOiNt cRyiNg oVeR sPiLLeD miLk.. tRuTh iS, i rEaLLi tRiEd mY uTmOsT bEsT n i did pUt iN LoTsA eFfOrT.. tt aCcOuNtS fOr y i didn sHeD a teAr eVeR siNcE tt fAtEfuL dAy.. tHx tO tHoSe wHo "heLp" iN tiS faCt iN oNe wAy oR aNoThEr bUt mAyBe, u jUz dUnNo mi weLL eNuFF tO maKe aNy cOmMeNts aBt mi.. --> i wAs tAuGhT bY eVeRyoNe aRd mi tO pRoTeCt mYseLf n nOt gEt buLLiEd sO i'M sOrRy tO sAiD tt bUt yAh, i gOttA pRoTeCt mYseLf.. i did cHaNgE iN mY pUrSuE oF tHiNgS bUt wHiCh wOmEn dOeSn LiKe bRaNdEd gOoDs? n eVeN iF i sAid i wAnNa bUy, uLtImaTeLy wiLL i bUy? wHo nOeS?? aT LeAsT mY fRenS nOe i'M sTiLL e oLd mi.. i didn cHaNgE cHaRaCtEr-wiSe.. i dUn c aNyThiNg wRoNg wiF mY dEsCriPtioN n mY LoVeNeSs tO tAkE pHoTos.. dAt'S JUZ mi.. i aDmiT i'M jUz aS vAiN aS aNy gErS.. aBt tHe "tOo-dEtAiLeD" tHiNgY, iT's juZ hOw i tReAt tiS aS mY onLiNe diArY LaH hAh.. i dUn bLaMe aNyOnE.. wHt i'M hOpiNg iS tO LoOk fOrWaRd n wReCk mY sTuPiD iDeA oF "xiAnG bU kAi".. i hOpE eVeRyThiNg gOeS weLL fOr hiM tOo cOs i nOe hE's sTrEsS.. tHx fOr tiS LoVeLy taLe tt u'Ve giVen.. aLtHo iT'LL nOt bE cOnTiNuEd aNyMoRe, i'LL rEm tiS bEaUtiFuL pAsT.. :)

oFF tOdAy, dAdDy bRoUgHt mi tO LoTsA pLaCeS tO settLe mY sTuFfs.. pS tAcK aLoNg tOo cOs sHe wAnNa aPpLy fOr siM tOo.. wE bOtH aPpLy fOr aCcOuNtiNg & FiNaNcE.. dEn pS cAmE mY hSe.. bUt wHeN dAdDy oPeN tHe LeTteRbOx, gUeSs wHt? a biG EnVeLoP LiEs tHeRe.. i gOt aN aCcePtAnCe oFfEr fRoM NTU!! bUt i'M sTiLL wAiTiNg fOr NUS rEpLy b4 i dO aNyThiNg rAsH aGaiN cOs i aLrEaDy wAsTe $36.75 fOr aPpLyiNg siM(aLtHo i dUn miNd bEiNg sPeNdiNg $$ tO bE sAfE).. rEaLLi aPpReCiAtE mY pArEnTs fOr doiN sO mUcH fOr mi n wOrRyiNg sO mUcH fOr mi.. i LoVe mY fAmiLy!! (^_^)

tHx tO mY beLoveD G4 fOr bEiNg bY mY siDe tiS dAyS.. tHx tO mY coLLeAgUeS n mY sUpErViSoR 2! u wErE aLL oN mY siDe, sO tOuCheD fOr cOnCeRn..

cAnT wAiT fOr G4 tRiP tO rEdAnG iN JuLy.. tHiNgS hAv bEeN bAd fOr mi iN jUnE bUt i cAn sEnSe iT's aLL oVeR n nOw i'M aWaiTiNg fOr tHe nEw, fReSh juLy wHiCh i sTaRt mY LiFe aLL oVeR aGaiN.. i'LL bE wAiTiNg, juLy..

the beauty exposed ;

~* aNd aLL oF uS!! *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

~* ...tHe G4... *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

~* tHe gUyS... *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

~* tHe GoLdEn hAiRss *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

hAiZ.. LoTsA uNhApPi tHiNgS haPpEn oN mi rEcEntLy.. bUt aT LeAsT i fOuNd wHo'S mY tRuE fReN n hOw HeLpFuL mY dAd iS.. rEaLLi aPpReCiAtE mY dAd'S cOnCeRn fOr mi.. hE HeLp mi dO LoTsA thiNgS.. sUgGeSt tO gO fiNd MP, tAkE mi tO c oFFiCeRs iN tHe oFFiCe oF aDmiSsiOn iN NUS.. hMm.. dUn fEeL LiKe bLoGgiNg tOdAy.. gUeSs i'LL juZ poSt sUm piCs.. n tHoSe fRoM mY cLz gAtHeRiNg oN sAt!!

the beauty exposed ;

~* mY hUa cHi JiE mEi, viO! *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

~* oH.. i fOrGoT wHt iS tHe nAmE oF tiS bEaR Le.. *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

1stLy, tHx tO AnGeL fOr gUiDiNg mi oN hOw tO LiNk midi tO mY bLoG.. wiThOuT hEr, tHeRe wOnT bE LyDiA pLaYiNg oN tiS pAgE nOw.. i LuV tiS soNg! bY F.I.R... niCe! wAs wOnDeRiNg y tiS sOnG iS caLLeD LyDiA.. hMm.. tiS soNg muSt aSk cc LiStEn.. hAa..

caLLeD mY dEaR jUz nOw bUt hE nV piCk uP fOnE.. hMpH.. gUeSs He mUsT bE asLep Le bAh.. won'T bLaMe hiM tHo cOs hE's hAd a hArD dAy tOdAy.. hiS bRo wEnT fOr sUrGeRy.. wAnNa gO c hiM jUz nOw bUt dEaR caLLeD n sAy viSiTiNg hRs oVeR n tHe nUrSe iS cHaSiNg ppL oUt Le.. hAiZ.. hOpE hiS bRo wiLL sTaY cHeErFuL n pRaY tt iT's nOt sO pAiNfuL aNymOrE.. pOoR tHiNg, sO yOuNg gOtTa gO tHrU aLL tiS pAiN..

cAnT BeLiEvE i dOzE oFf iN cAb jUz nOw.. wAs tOo LaZy tO tAkE bUs hOmE mAh.. tOo dEpEnDeNt oN dAdDy LiAoZ bUt hE nOt fReE tO piCk mi uP fRoM wOrK tOdAy.. cHriS tOdAy faLL siCk dUriNg wOrk aRh.. wAnNa vOmiT sO mAnY tYmS.. sCaReD mi aRh.. LuCkiLy sHe LoOkS fiNe aT tHe eNd oF dAy oR eLsE i oSo dUnNo wHt tO dO.. eVeR siNcE CaRoL LeFt, wE'Re sO sHoRt-HaNdEd.. i miSs CaRoL!! wiThOuT hEr, wE'Re nO LoNgEr sUpErViSeD!! i miSs oUr sTaRbUcKs tYm.. oNe oF tiS dAyS mUsT gO hEr pUb aGaiN!

tmL cLz gAtHeRiNg! sO LoOkiNg fOrWaRd! LoNg tYm nV c tHoSe gUyS Le.. viO n mi vEri LoOkiN fOrWaRd tO iT.. hEeZ.. hMm.. gUeSs dAt'S aLL fOr tOdAy Le.. *yAwN* hErE gOeS Lydia..

Lydia 迷离的眼眶
为何流浪 心碎的海洋

受了伤 连微笑都彷徨
Gypsin女郎 为谁而唱

你会看见雾 看见云 看见太阳
纪念和大地重复着悲伤

他走了带不走你的天堂 风干后会留下彩虹泪光
他走了你可以把梦留下 总会有个地方 等待爱飞翔

Lydia 幸福不在远方
开一扇窗 许下愿望

你会感受爱 感受恨 感受原谅
生命总不会只充满悲伤

the beauty exposed ;

~* tiS iS sO cuTe!! *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

tHe caLL.. iT eNdeD sO fAsT.. i wAs sO diSaPpOiNtEd.. tOt mY dEaR wOuLd tOk tO mi aT LeAsT fOr aWhiLe.. bUt aLtHo hE sAid iF i'M nOt sLePiN eArLy, hE's nOt.. hE's gg tO wAtCh sOcCeR.. hMpH! hE'd rAtHeR wAtCh sOcCeR tHaN aCcOmPaNy mi.. i tOt hE gOt mY hiNt! i didn wAn sLep sO eArLy cOs i wAnNa tOk tO hiM.. bUt hE dOeSn sEeM tO bE iNtErEsTeD iN oUr cOnVeRsAtiOn..

tHe pAiN wAs aBiT hUrtfuL aGaiN.. aGaiN.. bUt i gOtTa bE unDeRsTaNdiNg riGhT? hE gOtTa wAkE uP eArLy tmL.. hAiZ.. nOw i'M fEeLiNg aBiT xing1 ku3 aGaiN.. iF i wAnNa giV hiM tHe iMpReSsiOn tt i'M ok wiF hiS dEciSiOn eVeRytiMe, dEn eVeRytHiNg'S goNnA rEpLaY iTseLF aGaiN.. i cAnT mAkE hiM fEeL tt i'M LiKe sO nOt uNdErStAnDiNg bUt oN e oThEr hAnD, i rEaLLi hOpE hE'LL tOk tO mi.. bUt hE toLd mi tOdAe tt hE's sOmEtiMe siCk tO bE hOgGiNg oN e fOnE sO LoNg.. aLriGhT, tiNk i'M juZ gOnNa bEaR wiF iT bAh.. nO cHoiCe.. unLeSs i rEaLLi cAnT tAkE iT aNyMoRe?? hAiZ.. hOw i LoNg fOr sOmEoNe tO hEaR mi oUt..

the beauty exposed ;

cAnT BeLiEvE tt i aCtUaLLy sPiN tiS sOnG oN mY MP3 pLaYeR oVeR & oVeR aGaiN oN mY wAy tO wOrK tOdAe.. tHe LyRiCs iS sO siMiLaR tO wHt i'M eXpEriEnCiNg riTe tHeRe n dEn..

是谁捡到我的爱 在阳光还没醒来 灰色的云在窗外 你的行李没打开 朝向门外的姿态 下一秒就要飞开 我听着你的理由直发呆 预感一场雪就要下了
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫 一点讯号 都没有说出 让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上 第一场雪 就狂飘
我一直都不明白 倔强和寂寞比赛 是自恋还是自欺心态 眼睁睁看你走开 就是不让泪掉下来 连自己都感意外
你的告别无瑕的像一种姿态 最后甜美的婉转表白
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫 一点讯号 都没有说出 让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上 第一场雪 就狂飘
这一场雪会下多久 心情没有气象预报 把我困在雪的城堡 我只能够不段听到 我的心回音渺渺
I don’t wanna lose u now…and I don’t wanna lose u now.. oh~
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫 一点讯号 都没有让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上 第一场雪 就狂飘 喔~
(I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u ) Wo~ 都没有让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上 第一场雪 就狂~飘


tiS mOrN i wOkE uP wiF mY hP diSpLaYiNg "1 mSg rEcEiVeD".. i oPeNeD iT n sAw mY sWeEtHeArT rEpLyiNg mY mSg tHe pReviOuS niTe sAyiNg "i duNnO, i ReaLLy duNnO.." i wAs bLuR fOr aWhiLe cOs i 4-gOt wHt i aSkEd hiM.. dEn iT sTriKe mi.. i wAs sTuNnEd.. i wAs aSkiNg hiM 3 qNs..

1. (i rEaLLi fOrGoT tiS Le)

2. iF hE sTiLL LuVs mi..

3. iF hE fEeLs tt hE's puTtiNg iN eNuFf eFfOrT iN tiS ReLaTiOn..

tHe "i duNnO, i ReaLLy dUnNo.." rEaLLi hUrT mi aLoT aLot aLot.. tHe pAiN aCcuMuLaTeD iN mY hEaRt fOr tHe pAsT fEw wKs oR eVeN mThS sEeMs tO bUrSt aT tHe sAmE tYm.. i wAs sHaTtErEd..

y diD i aSk hiM tHoSe qNs?? cOs i wAs rEaLLi fEeLiNg tHe cHaNgE oF aTTitUdE iN hiM, tHe coLdnEsS iN hiM.. i FeLt sO nEgLeCtEd, sO uNcArEd fOr, sO uN-dOtEd.. tHeRe wAs oNcE tiS sCaR LeFt beHiNd iN mY hEaRt, iT didn hEaL fuLLy n nOw tHeRe r mOrE sCaRs..

i wAs oN e fOnE wiF hiM dUriN mY wOrK.. fOr aLmOsT 1 hR pLuS.. i cRiEd.. aLtHo, wE'Re ok nOw bUt i dUnNo iF tHe tHiNgS hE sAiD wAs wHt hE mEanT n i duNnO iF hE FeLt tHe pAiN iN hiM fOr eVeRy dRoP oF mY tEaR.. i tiNk aT tiS pT oF tYm, i LoVe hiM tOo mUcH tO LeAvE hiM.. aNyWaY, tiS wOuNd iS rEaLLi dEeP.. hE saiD hE uNdErStAnD n hE'LL tRy hiS bEsT tO hEaL iT.. wE jUz hAv tO c.. eVeN nOw i CoMe tO tiNk oF it, i fEeL LiKe cRyiNg.. bUt aT LeAsT, tHe sToRm iS oVeR fOr nOw..

pS nOeS pArT oF tHe sToRy.. sHe wAs teLLiNg mi sHe n viO wErE tOkiN aBt mi.. cOs i did teLL tHeM i'M uPsEt oVeR mY ReLaTiOn bUt i nO tiMe tO teLL tHeM tHe wHoLe sToRy sO tHeY didn nOe bUt tHeY wErE diScuSsiNg aBt it.. viO wAs sAyiNg iF iT's sO tOuGh fOr mi, dEn y nOt eNd it? hMm.. pS wAs teLLiNg mi iT's tiMe tO hAv a sEriOuS cOnsiDeRaTioN fOr tiS reLaTioN.. sHe sAyS wHt mAtTeR iS i'M hApPy.. hMm.. i tiNk i'LL juZ giV iT oNe mOrE cHaNcE bAh..

yEah!~ tOdAy mY BeLoVeD G2 --> jUnE's biRtHdAy!! wE ceLeBrAtiNg fOr hEr aS a cLz gAtHeRiNg aS weLL oN sAt!!~ sO hApPy n LoOkiNg fOrWaRd tO iT!! mAriNa sTeAmBoAt.. hAa.. aLtHo i didn rEaLLi wAnNa eAt.. bUt yAh, i'M sTiLL LoOkiNg fOrWaRd!!~ gOtTa caLL mY dEaR Le.. hEez..

the beauty exposed ;

jUz fiNiSh diNnEr.. YuMmY~ mUmMy bOuGhT cOd fiSh n mY fAv vEgEtAbLeS! sO LoNg nV hAd hOmEcOoKeD fOoD Le LeH.. tHe GriLLeD cOd fiSh, vEgE, sOuP n mY aLL-tYm fAv friEd eGg sUrE tAsTe gD! hMm.. bUt aLL tiS sPoiLt mY diEtinG pLaN mAn.. bUt oNcE iN a bLuE mOoN LaH hAh..

tOdAe aBiT bOriNg LeH.. onLi weNt fOr tUiTiOn n nTh eLsE.. aCtuaLLy waNnA gO wAtCh "tHe bEsT bEt" bUt iN tHe eNd muMmY wAnS mY bRo n i tO hAv diNnEr aT hMe n mY LaZy bRo dUn wAnNa wAtCh aT a LaTeR tiMe aFt tHe 1910 sHoWtiMe oNe.. sUmTyM i rEaLLi gOt fEd uP bY hiS sO-LaZy-aTTituDe.. dAt dAy wEnt cLuBbiNg n i gOt aBiT sEhZ, caLL hiM tO cUm dRiVe mi hMe hE dUn wAn, waNnA wAtCh hiS EURO 2004 aT hMe.. (-_-:) sAy hE'LL piCk mi uP dOwNsTaiRs wHeN mY cAb rEaChEd.. bUt hE did HeLp qUiTe aLoT LaH..

LaSt sAt mi n jUnE wEnT puB-iNg n cLuBBiNg wiF aH biAn dEy aLL bUt iT tUrN oUt tO bE a vOmItTiNg sEsSiOn.. hAa.. fUnNi.. mY sUpErViSoR's hUsBaNd oPeNeD a pUb nEaR boaT qUaY tHeRe caLLed "Shin (ba)".. tHe "(ba)" sTaNdS fOr eiGhT n tHe cHaRaCtEr iS iN cHinEsE.. hEeZ.. tiNk i dRiNk tt bOttLe oF CoRoNa tOo fAsT Le n i daNcE aFt tt sO i vOmiT.. n i hAd a bAd niTe dAt niTe LeH.. i vOmiT tHrUoUt tHe niTe.. wAs sLepiNg n dEn WakiNg uP tO vomiT.. iT wAs onLi uNtiL 7aM dEn i cAn gEt tO sLeP LeH.. wOrSe thiNg iS i didn eAt tHe pReVioUs dAy bUt i vOmiT aLot.. sO sEhZ.. tiS iS tHe sEh-eSt i cAn gEt eVa siNcE i dRiNk.. hAaz.. wE wEnT dOwN tO cAroL's pUb fiRsT dEn gO dOwN tO MS.. wE wEnT tO RUSH.. dAnCe e niTe aWaY iN RUSH bUt wHeN wE cAmE oUt tO rEsT, i wAs fEeLiNg aBiT nAuSeOuS Le.. hAa.. aNywAy, hAd a fUn tYm!!~

hMm.. gg wAtCh tV Le.. iF LaTa gOt tYm dEn bLoG aGaiN!~

the beauty exposed ;

<我们的爱>.. dUnNo y bUt tiS sOnG rEmiNds mi Of aLL mY pAsT..

回忆里想起模糊的小时候 云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说 要和我手牵手 一起走到时间的尽头

dUnNo y, i cAn sTiLL cLeArLy rEm tiS sCeNe, sTiLL eMbEddEd cLeArLy iN mY miNd.. hOw eAcH pRoMiSeS wErE mAdE.. hOw bEaUtiFuL eAcH n eVeRy oNe oF tHeM iS.. "tHiS i pRoMiSe YoU".. hOw wArM mY hAnDs FeLt aT tt tYm.. hOw LoNg-LaStinG tHe taLe sEeMs tO bE..

从此以后我都不想抬头看 仿佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起 我忘记了呼吸 眼泪啊永远不再 不再哭泣

aNoThEr "iF i LeT yOu Go".. hOw gOoD iT wOuLd bE fOr tiS sOnG tO hAv a LyRiCs LiKe tt, LiKe tHe oRigiNaL oNe bUt iT eNdS wiThOuT tHe "iF"..

我们的爱 过了就不再回来 直到现在
我还默默的等待 我们的爱 我明白 以变成你的负担
只是永远 我都放不开 最后的温暖 你给的温暖

sO gOoD, sO tRuE fOR tiS oNe.. sO MaGiCaL.. bUt hOw biTTeR iT eNdS.. hOw hUrTfUL iT iS.. iT mAdE mi rEaLiZe tHe tRuE cRueL coLoUr iN tiS wOrLd n hOw viRtuAL LoVe iS.. iT bRoKe mY cRyStaL gLaSs bOttLe whiCh cOnTaiNs tHe mOsT LoVeLy PoTiOn caLLeD "LoVe".. iT mAdE mi LeArNt bUt iT oSo mAdE mi rEtReAt siNcE dEn..

不要再问你是否爱我 现在我想要自由的天空

远离开这被捆绑的世界 不再寂寞

sO siLeNt iT eNdS fOr tiS, LeAviNg a qUeStiOn mArk iN oUr LiFe eVa siNcE.. onLi tO rEaLiZe iT's a miSuNdErStAnDinG aFt yRs.. bUt dEn, 我们的爱 过了就不再回来..


dUnNo y.. sO mAnY sCeNeS pAsT tHrU mY miNd tOniGhT.. mAyBe tOdAy i feLt sO nEgLeCteD.. fEeL tt sTh'S aMiSs bEtWn mi n mY dEaR.. sPeNt mY wHoLe oFf dAy tOdAy aT hiS hSe tAkiNg cArE oF hiM bUt hE didn sEeM tO aPpReCiAtE iT.. n hE sOuNdS sO diFf oN e fOnE tOdAy.. LiKe vErY LiStLeSs, cAnT wAiT tO pUt dOwN e fOnE.. iT jUz rEmiNds mi oF oUr oNcE-pAiNfuL pAsT.. cOmE tO tiNk oF iT, iT sTiLL hUrTs n iT sTiLL mAkEs mY eYeS wAtErY.. hAiZ..

the beauty exposed ;

~* JeAn� wiF hEr hiPpiE cHeStNuT LeNsEs *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

~* ArMy GrEeN *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

LoNg tYm nO uPdAtE bLoG Le aH.. cOs cOm cAnT eNtEr tiS wEbBy LoR.. aLwAyS gOt HaNgeD wHeNeVa i TrY siGniNg iNtO mY bLoG..

hMm.. wHeRe sHaLL i sTaRt wiF?? tOdAy?? okiE, LeT'S bEgiN.. tOdAy mi n cHriS gO sHoPpiNg duRiNg wOrK.. iMaGiNe, gEt pAiD fOr sHoPpiNg!! hAa.. sHiOk! bOuGhT a PaiR oF LeVi'S jEaNs.. TyPe 1 jEaNs bUt aCtUaLLy i wAnNa bUy #599 oR #593 LeVi'S.. tiNk i'LL LeAvE tt fOr nXt tYm.. cOs tiS quiTe niCe n i WaS LoOkiNg fOr LiGhT bLuE jEans cOs gOt LoTsA dArK bLuE oNes.. gUeSs wHt?? i tiNk mY hips gOt biGgEr Le cOs i'm wEaRiNg 28hiPsTeR LeH.. bUt i cAnT cTrL cOs iT'S my hiP boNe.. aNy iDeA hOw tO sLiM dOwn hiP bOnE? haiZ.. aNyWaY i bOuGhT tHe BioThErM PrOdUCt caLLeD "ABDO-CHOC" tOdaY.. cOsT $58, quiTe eX bUt i'Ve bEeN wAiTiNg fOr tiS sHiPmEnT qUiTe LoNg aLrEaDi.. fiNaLLy iT cAmE Le.. sPeNd sO mUcH wiThOuT mi nOe-iNg tOdAy.. dAt LeVi'S jEaNs cOst $109.50.. bUt tHe PrOcEsS qUiTe niCe.. wiF gReEn LiNiNgS.. bUt tHe tHiNg iS mY hiPs juZ cAnT sEeM tO fiT iNtO LeVi'S 25 oR 26 whiCh iS mY uSuaL jEaNs siZe.. tiNk iT's dUe tO iT's hiPsTeR.. hOpE sO? hAa..

yEsT mY mUmMy bOuGhT a Gucci bAg.. We wErE bRoWsiNg aT fiRsT dEn wE sAw tiS sLiNg bAg wHiCh cOsT $770.. wE bOtH aGrEeD iT's NiCe.. bUt tHe nXt tHiNg i nOe, sHe tOLd mi tO aSk tHe SaLeS pErsOn iF tHeRe'S a nEw piEcE.. i wAs sTuNnEd fOr a mOmEnT.. sHe LeT mi tK iT tO wOrK tOdAy.. hAa.. bUt i LiKe tHe wAiSt PouCh tOo.. sHaLL sAvE fOr it.. mUmMy sO gD, sHe LeT mi hAv a sHaRe oF tHe GuCCi bAg eVeN tHo i didn aSk fOr iT n i didn pAy a siNgLe cEnT fOr it.. i didn sHoW iT bUt mY hEaRt wAs LiKe "wOw! i gOt a GuCCi bAg!!" cOs i'Ve aLwAyS wAnTed oNe!! hEeZ.. nOw mUsT sAvE fOr tt $650 PoUcH cOs i LiKe tt vErY mUcH.. gUeSs mY Dior waLLeT gOtTa waiT n MaKe waY fOr mY GuCCi PoUcH 1St?? hAa.. cAnT bLaMe mi, tiNk i'Ve gRoWn uP n dEfiNiTeLY mOrE bRaNd-coNsCiOuS Le..

LaSt wED wEnT tO AnGeLiNe'S hSe dOwN tHeRe fOr a BBQ.. iT's mY dEaR's cls-gAtHeRiNg bUt i'M inViTeD.. siNce i nOe tHeM, i gO.. qUiTe fUn n tHe fOoD's gD!! hAa..

Oh yAh, i fOrGoT tO mEnTioN dEaR's POP.. wEnT tO tEkOnG wiF PeiQi(mY JC 1st 3 mThs cLaSsmAtE, we hAng ouT tOgEtHer, n oSo sHe wAs mY dEaR's bUdDy'S gf) fOr e POP.. hOw tYm fLiEs.. mY dEaR BMT oVeR LiAoZ.. nOw mY dEaR gOt iNjuReD cOs hE gOt bUrNt.. LoNg sToRy.. sO eVeN tHo hiS bLk LeAvE oVeR LiaO, hE sTiLL cAnt gO bAck tO hiS cAmp.. yAh, hE wAs PosTeD tO rEcKiE? duNnO sPeLL cOrrEcT aNoT n i dUn reaLLi nOe wHt iT iS, heArD it'S quiTe xiOnG..

wAtCh sHrEk 2 n tHe dAy aFt tmL in a siNgLe dAy.. iT wAs LaSt tuE.. sOuNdS LiKe a MoviE mArAtHoN.. hAa.. bUt tHeY wErE niCe!! tHe sHrEk 2 gOt oNe cAt caLLeD PuSsY bOoTs? iF i rEm cOrReCtLy.. it'S rEaL cUtE, nOe hOw tO aCt cUtE! 100% aCt-cUtE nUmBeR 1!! hAa.. tHe dAy aFt tmL.. niCe, vErY inTerEsTinG.. vErY gEoGrApHy n ieNjOy iT nOnEtHeLeSs.. nOw i wAnNa wAtCh tHe jAcK nEo mOviE, tHe bEsT bEt.. HeE..

aBiT wOrRy aBt Uni eNtRy aLtHO cHaOz toLd mi nOt tO cOs hE BeLiEvE i sUrELy cAn mAke iT.. LeT's hOpE sO.. i sinCeReLy pRaY.. *pRaY*

hMm.. tmL n wEd mY oFf dAy!! sO reLaX!! i LuV tiS!! hEeZ.. wHt sHaLL i dO tmL? wE'LL c dEn.. hAa.. gOtTa gO!! Fly aWaY..

Fly away 不管留下了多少眼泪
坚持下去的动力还在
Nothing I will be afraid Fly away
不管未来有多困难 我仍然能感觉心跳还在
Nothing I will be afraid

the beauty exposed ;

~* cYnDi LuVs yOu!! *~

=* SpRiNkLeD wiTh piNkY sTaRs *=

the beauty exposed ;

wAh.. cUm tO tinK oF iT, mi vEri tHe LoNg nV uPdAtE bLoG Le.. aLL tHx tO mY cOm.. aLwAz cAnOt gO iNtO wiNdOw, gUeSs tHe hArD diSk gOiN tO cRuSh aGaiN LiAo..

tOdAe mY coLLeAgUe fAiNt wHeN sHe wEnT oUt bUy LuNcH.. sO sCaRy.. deN a sEriEs oF cRop-uPs hApPeN aT wOrk.. iN tHe eNd, Yy gOtTa cUm n wOrK wiF mi aLtHo it'S hEr oFf dAy tOdAy.. wHt a hEcTiC dAy mAn.. n mY cOmPaNy'S cOm rEaLLy hAv sUcH a LoUsY sYsTeM.. tHe cOm aLwAz cAnT sEeM tO bEhAvE pRoPeRLy..

mY 6 dAyS mArAtHoN aT wOrK gOnNa eNd Le.. cOs mY oFf dAy cUmMiN sOoN!! yEaH!! mi rEaLLy vErY tiReD.. eVa siNcE LaSt sAt, i wAs aT wOrk.. tiS sAt dEn oFf.. bUt sAt nOt fReE cOs cHaOz'S POP, wHiCh sTaNds fOr PaSsiNg oUt PaRaDe faLLs oN sAt.. dAt'S mY gOt oFF.. mY sUpErViSoR kiNd eNuFF tO LeT mi oFf tt dAy..

hMm.. tiNk i gOtTa finD sUm dAy gO fOr sHoPpiNg mArAtHoN Le.. mi sO LoNg nO eNtErTaiNmEnT Le LeH.. sO siAnZ.. i wAn gO bUy tHiNgS, siNg kTv, wAtCh mOviEs.. i wAn wAtCh "tRoY", "tHe dAy aFtEr tmL" n "sHrEk 2"!! sO LoNg nV wAtCh mOviE Le.. tiNk tHe LaSt 1 i wAtCh iZ wiF pS.. hMm.. pS sAiD hEr hSe tHe wEsT cOaSt pArk tHeRe gOt nEw MaC?? vErY niCe hUh?? 24 hRs?? haH, nO moRe aLwAz cHeeSe pRaTa aT hEr hSe Le.. nXt tYm wE cAn gO mAc tOk untiL dAwN iF wE gO oVeRniGhT.. onZ?

sO wHeN's mY g4 gOnNa gAtHeR?? hMm.. LoNg tYm nV hEaR fRoM jUnE n viO Le.. miZ yA maN.. n viO quiT Le, hAvin a reLaX LiFe, unLiKe mi.. hAa.. wHeN wiLL wE bE sinGiN S.H.E aGaiN??

sO TiReD.. aLtHo i didn dRiNk cOfFeE tOdAe, i sTiLL cAnT gEt aWaY fRoM sTaRbUcKs wOr.. i bOuGhT tHe nEw sTrAwBeRriEs n CrEaM dRiNk.. vErY tAsTe LiKe miLksHaKe.. vErY niCe, bEtA tHaN miLksHaKe.. aFt driNkiN iT, sO fuLL, nO nEeD eAt Le.. maYbE cOs gOt miLk.. bUt aLtHo vErY niCe n bEtA tHaN miLksHaKe, tHe priCe oSo beTa tHaN miLksHaKe.. (-_-:) iT's $6.50 fOr tHe gRaNdE, nOt tHe vEnti!!! aY, fOr uR iNfO vEnti iS tHe biGgEr siZe oNe.. cAnoT aLwAz driNk tt mAn.. i sHaLL sWiTch tO cApPuciNo oR mY uSuAL LaTtE.. mUcH cHeApEr.. hEeZ.. hMm.. tiNk gg sLeP Le.. sO tiReD, tmL sTiLL gOtTa wOrk.. k LaH.. sWeEt dReAmZ!!!~

爱你

如果你突然打了个喷嚏 那一定就是我在想你
如果半夜被手机吵醒 啊那是因为我关心

常常想 你说的话是不是别有用心 明明很想相信
却又忍不住怀疑 在你的心里 我是否就是唯一
爱 就是有我常烦着你

* So~baby 情话多说一点 想我就多看一眼
表现多一点点 让我能 真的看见 Oh~Bye 少说一点
想陪你不只一天 多一点 让我 心甘情愿~~爱你 *

(多一点 才会慢慢发现 因为你 让我心甘情愿)
喜欢在你的臂弯里胡闹 你的世界是一座城堡
在大头贴画满心号 贴在手机上对你微笑 常常想
我说的话你是否听得进去 明明很想生气 却又止不住笑意
(Oh~)在我的心里 你真的就是唯一 爱 就是有我常赖着你

# 就这样 一天多一点 慢慢地累积感觉
两人的世界 就能够贴近一点

the beauty exposed ;