hAtE iT wHeN bLoGgEr nV pubLiSh mY pOsT aFt i'Ve pOsTeD!!!

aNiWaE, i wAnNa cHaNgE mY bLoGsKiN.. sOoN!!!

buT gOtTa wAiT aFt eXaMs Lah.. hMm..

gEt bAcK tO sTuDy!!!!

mAy u hAv tHe sWeEtEsT yR oF aLL buT oF cOuRsE, mOrE tO cOmE!!

buT dEn, gOttA wAiT aFt eXaMs LaH.. hMm..

k, sEt.. bAcK tO sTuDy..

buT b4 i dO tt, i'LL pOsT sOmE pHoToS..

nOt tt cLeAr tHo cOs iT's tAkEn bY hP cAm..

iT wAs a niCe n sOoThiNg sOnGs, tHe LyRiCs's sO sWeEt yEt tHe tuNe sEeMs tO bE tHe aNtOnYm oF sWeEt.. tiS sWeEt-biTtEr sOnG sEeMs tO hAv a dEePeR mEaNiNg tO hOw iT sOuNdS.. iT sEeMs tO pOrTrAy tHe pErCepTiOn aNd fEeLiNg oF tiS LaDy..

i cOuLd fEeL iT.. rEaLLi..

sLowLy buT suReLy, tHe sOnG fAdEs aWaY, juS LiKe tHe bEauTifuL sToRy tt tiS LaDy oNcE toLd mi.. iT wAs oVeR..

aS i LiStEnEd tO tHe sOnG, i cOuLd fEeL hOw tiS LaDy fEeLs.. hOw sHe feLt n hOw sHe fEeLs.. nOt cOs i uNdErsTaNd hEr sToRy, buT cOs i uNdErStAnD tt fEeLiNg..

tt fEeLiNg iS hEaRtBrEaKiNg.. hOwEvEr sTrOnG a pErSoN LoOkS oN tHe suRfAcE.. tHe hEaRt nV LiEs..

eVeN tiLL nOw, aFtEr sO LoNg, aFtEr i nOe iT's aBsoLuTeLy fEeLiNg-LeSs, iT sTiLL eVoKeS mY mEmOrY.. iT sTiLL huRtS.. sOmEtiMeS.. LeT aLoNe tHe "fReSh" fEeLiNg oF "tHe eNd".. iT suReLy iS mOrE iNtEnSe.. iT huRtS eVeN mOrE.. i nOe..

tiS sEnTeNcE wAs eMbEdDeD iN mY miNd siNcE J1, wHeN i eNdeD mY 5tH reLaTiOn wHiCh LaStEd fOr aPPrOx 3 yRs.. tt cOnSoLe juS kiNdA eNcOdEd iTseLf iNtO mY eNgRaM.. n nOw, iT sTaYs.. iN mY LoNg-TeRm mEmOrY, aS tHo iT's a piEcE oF aDviCe..

YuP, bY nOw, u shLd hAv nOe tt tiS LaDy iS reLATeD tO mi.. i wiLL bE hErE tO suPpOrT u shLd u nEeD mi.. =D

u nOe wHo u R..

i sHaN sAy muCh cOs nO oNe buT onLi sHe cAn heLp hErseLf.. n i beLiEvE sHe cAn dO iT!!

*a rOsE fOr eNcOuRaGeMeNt*

weLL, LeT's sTaRt wiF mY iTeNeRaRy fOr tHe pAsT fEw dAyS n wEeKs.. eVeR siNcE tHe LaSt tYm i bLoGgEd oN tHe 14tH ApRiL, i'Ve bEeN

sTuDyiNg,

& sTuDyiNg!!!

buT nOw tt i'Ve doNe 3 ppRs, i tiNk i shLd reLaX fOr awhiLe b4 i sTaRt muGgiNg fOr mY tuE sOciaL wOrK ppR..

rEm tHe NUS pRoPoSaL dUriNg tHe LeCtuRe tHiNgY?? oR hAv u eVeR cOmE aCrOsS iT? hMm.. rYaN hAd a fReN iN eNgiNeEriNg n hE sHoWeD uS tHe wEbCaSt oF tHe LeC LoNg aGo.. buT i duN iNtEnD mEnTiOn iT n cOoK uP tHe wHoLe sToRy uNtiL i cAmE aCrOsS tiS aRticLe wHiLe fLiPpiNg tHe cHi nEwSpPr wHeN mY mUm'S rEaDiNg.. siNcE iT's sO hOt aLrEaDy, iT dOeSn mAtTeR iF i tOk aBt iT aGaiN?

wEe hOuRs.. aCtuaLLy i'M quiTe tiReD.. buT i cAnT siMpLy iGnOrE mY bLoG fOr suCh a LoNg tYm hUh?? hEeZ.. siNcE i nOe i wiLL bLoG LeSs iN tHe nEaR fuTuRe, i sHaLL bLoG nOw.. =X eXaMz r nEaR nEaR nEaR!!!

aNyWay, i'M quiTe sHaG fR tHe LoNg hRs oF sTuDyiNg tOdAe.. nOt onLi dOeS tiS LoNg sTuDyiNg iNfLiCtEd tHe wOrD "siAn" iNtO mi, iT cAuSeD diMiNiShiNg rEtUrNs.. i'M gg bOnKeRs!!!

nOt tt sTuDyiNg iS tOrTuRiNg, sTuDyiNg cAn bE fuN aT tYmS.. buT i guEsSeD i'M "oVeRdOsEd".. n thuS, iT iNduCeD "siDe eFfEcTs"..

aLriGhT, mAyBe nOt aS sEriOuS tHo.. i'M sTiLL aLiVe n kiCkiNg..

hOwEvEr tiRiNg aS iT cAn bE, tHeRe r aLwAyS iNcEnTiVeS fOr mi tO LoOk fOrWaRd tO.. tHe 3 mThS bReAk uP aHeAd.. =D i guEsSeD eVeRyOnE's LoOkiN fOrWaRd tO tt bAh??!!

bTw, i hAd aN eXciTiNg sAtuRaDaY.. weLL, siNcE i hAvEn pOsT tt viDeO onLiNe, i sHaN sAy aNyThiNg fiRsT.. hEh..

fRi wAsNt bAd eiThEr.. i aCc pS tO biLLy bOmBeRs.. weLL, hEr wiSh wAs gRaNtEd aFt sO LoNg.. sHe gOt tO c hiM.. nOt bAd tHo.. aBiT JJ-LoOk-aLiKe.. tt'S aLL i cOuLd sAy.. pS, jiA yOu dEn!! hEeZ.. viO tOo?? =P

k LaH, i tiNk i bEtA gO n hAv mY bEaUtY sLeP Le.. sHaN tOk tOo muCh tOdAy.. NiTeY ppL!!!

nOw iS tHe cOrReCt tiMe tO bLoG!! y m i nOt bLoGGiN fOr tHe pAsT fEw dAyS? cOs i tiNk bLoGGiN aBt a pArTiCuLaR sEnSiTiVe iSsuE wiLL cAuSe mOrE miSuNdErStAnDiNg n miSiNtErPrEtAtiOn.. nOw tt eVeRyThiNg'S oVeR, tHeRe'S nTh tO sAy.. n i wOnT sAy muCh hErE aNyWaY.. oVeR n hApPi nOw!! hEeZ.. bEsT paLs fOrEvA!! iNcLuDiNg pS tOo..

yAh i uNdErStAnD wHt viO mEaNs.. LiKe sOmEtYmS u'LL juS suDdEnLy gO iNtO tiS "seLf-dOuBt vS LoW eStEeM" mOdE wHeRe u wiLL sTaRt tO tiNk aBt hOw u R n siNcE mOsT ppL rEfLeCt tHeMseLvEs nEgAtiVeLy(whiCh miGhT bE a gD oR bAd tHiNg, gD cOs tt'S wHeN u'LL rEaLiZe uR fLaWs n u'LL sTaRt tO bEaUtiFy iT, bAd cOs u miGhT tiNk tOo muCh), a dEpReSsiOn wiLL sEt iN.. buT wHeN iT's oVeR, u'LL rEaLiZe iT's nO biG dEaL aFtaLL eH?? =D

buT tt'S huMaN LaH.. wE hAv a hiGhEr LeVeL oF tiNkiNg.. ouR cOgniTiVe pRoCeSs cAn bE sO aMaZiNg.. ouR bRaiNs r sO wOnDerFuL..

aNiWaE, mY mAxOnLiNe'S cOmiN tmL!!! buT wHt a tiMe tO cOmE.. (-.-") eXaMs r nEaR, i dOuBt i'LL hAv tiMe tO fuLLy uTiLiZe iT aFtaLL.. sTrAnGeLy, mY cuRrEnT siNgNeT sEeMs tO woRk nOwAdAyS wiThOuT muCh pRoB.. hMm.. tOo bAd LaH, i'Ve giVeN iT enuFf cHaNcE tO rEpEnT n nOw iT's tOo LaTe.. LoLx..

mY bOdY n mEnTaL sTaTe sEeMs tO cOnTrAdiCt oNe aNoThEr rEcEntLy.. i'M hAviN iNaDeQuAtE sLeEp tHeSe fEw dAyS, kEpT sLePiN LaTe aT aRd 2aM oR 3aM, wAkiN uP eArLi buT i'M quiTe aLiVe tHo.. hMm.. sTrAnGe hUh??

DaDdY's gEtTiNg hiS nEw cAr, ToYoTa aLtiS, tiS fRi/sAt!!!

hE'LL bE quiTe eXiCteD i tiNk cOs tt'S aLwAyS hOw hE iS wHeN hE's gOt nEw cAr.. bEt mY bRo'S gLaD aS weLL.. mi? aBiT eXciTeD buT iT doEsN rEaLLi mAtTeR, dOeS iT? cOs i duN hAv a dRiViNg LiCeNsE.. *bLeH* i'M gg tO gEt oNe, eRm.. sOoN? mAyBe duRiNg hoLiS bAh?? duN cArE.. nXt tYm dEn dEciDe..

oH yEaH, i'M gEttiNg "gOoD LuCk" fRoM viO cOs i tiNk tt shOw niCe.. LaSt tYm SCV gOt sHoW buT i onLi wAtCh aBiT.. hEeZ.. iT's a TaKuYa sHoW aNyWaY.. n viO, eNjOy uR dAtE tiS sAt! =)

k LaH, mi gOnNa gO dO sOmE rEaDiNgS Le.. i'LL bE bAcK!!!

wOmEn.. hAa.. tHeY'rE aLwAyS sO tRoUbLeSoMe.. mAyBe nOt aLwAyS buT aT LeAsT oNcE a mTh.. =X iT's tHe tiMe wHeRe tHeY'LL bLaMe eVeRyThiNg oN tiS aCrOnYm..

i duN miNd tOkiNg aBt tiS oN mY bLoG, cOs i duN tiNk iT's a vErY "wHt" tOpiC.. u nOe "wHt" tt mEaNs.. hEeZ.. aNyWaY, i beLiEvE i m PMS-iNg nOw.. u nOe.. tYpiCaL sYdRoMe..

hOwEvEr, i did nOt wAnNa bLaMe mY eVeRy aCtiOnS oN PMS tHo.. buT sOmE oF mY aCtiOnS r duE tO tt oF cOuRsE..

aCtuaLLy i wAs aBiT uNhApPy tOdAe.. wiF mY gOoDiE fReN, viO.. i duNnO iF sHe sAw iT oN mY fAcE, buT i wAs.. iT's pArtLy duE tO PMS tOo.. i wAs eAsiLy iRriTaTeD dEn, u nOe, eVeN a tiNy wEeNy tHiNg gOt u iRriTaTeD.. buT oN nOrMaL dAyS, i miGhT fEeL iT tOo cOs iT wAs aBiT vExiNg LaH.. i rEaLLi wAnNa gEt sTh fOr mY dEaRiE n i nOe tiS iS tHe bEsT cHaNcE.. aLtHo i duN miNd nOt gg tOo.. n i rEaLLi duNnO wHeN iS tHe bEsT cHaNcE sO i'D rAtHeR dO iT wHeN i hAv e cHaNcE u c.. i duN miNd suGgEsTiOnS, iN fAcT, i LiKe ppL tO giV suGgEsTiOnS.. iT gUiDeS mi tO wHeRe mY pAtH iS.. buT dO LeT mi eXpLaiN wHeN i wAn tO k.. n mAyBe u sOuNd aBiT "aGgReSsiVe" tO mi LaH, sO i tiNk i gOt iRriTaTeD? aS a gD fReN, i tiNk i shLd sAy LaH, sO wE cAn tiNk aBt iT n bEcOmE bEtA? riTe? =) buT tHe bAd tHiNg iS i shLd teLL u iNsTeAd oF wRiTiNg hErE LaH.. juS tt i nV tOt oF iT.. iT's a cOmMeNt, nTh sEriOuS viO.. i juS wAnNa teLL u tiS.. hOpE u wOnT miNd.. gD frEnS muSt aLwAyS rEmiNd eAcH oThEr riTe, sO tt wE LeArN hOw tO cHeRiSh mOrE.. =D cOs i cArE..

oH yAh, tHe JJ oRiEnTaTiOn nV gOt tO tHe pEaK buT iT's quiTe fuN tHo.. i sEriOusLy tiNk tHe cOuNciLLoRs did a gD jOb!!! tHeiR cHeErS n dAnCeS wErE wOaH~!!

iMpReSsiVe.. gD jOb.. buT oF cOuRsE, tHeY dO iT weLL mAyBe cOs tHeY gOt 6K buDgEt LaH.. LoLx.. hAiZ.. iNdEeD, fEn & YY, wE r oLd Le!! hAa.. aNdY kEpT rEmiNdiNg mi LoR.. LoLx.. iT's niCe tO c sO mAnY ppL, eSp tHe ex-OGLs LiKe wEiKaNg, meLviN tHeY aLL.. sTiLL aS hiLaRiOuS aS eVa.. n fiNaLLy, i sAw CC.. hE's a roLe mOdeL fOr sLiMmiNg.. u shLd rEaLLi tAkE a LoOk aT tHe "bEfOrE" n "aFtEr".. iMpReSsiVe..

aFt LoOkiNg aT YY n hEr beLoVeD, i'Ve dEdUcEd sTh.. LoVe cAnOt bE mEaSuReD bY diStaNcE!! i beLiEvE tHeY'rE cOmMuNiCaTiNg weLL tOo.. n duN wOrRy, uR bF wiLL nOt kEeP "yEaH-iNg".. iF hE did, giV hiM a wEeK's tiMe aFt hE cOmE bAcK, n hE'LL sTaRt "wAh LaO-iNg".. LoLx.. niCe cOupLe wE hAd hErE..

sOmE cOupLeS cAn suRviVe wiThOuT c-iNg eAcH oThEr fOr a LoNg tYm.. sOmE cAnT.. sOmE gEtS tiReD oF c-iNg eAch OtHeR eVeRyDaY, sOmE duN.. mi?? nOw i'M c-iNg mY dEaR fOr aLmOsT eVeRyDaY, sOmEtiMeS nO, eVeN iF wE didN gO oUt, hE'LL fEtCh mi iF pOsSibLe aLtHo i cAn dO wiThOuT iT.. yEt wE hAd ouR oWn aCtiViTiEs (i sTiLL LiKe mEeTiNg uP wiF mY dEaR fReNs!).. buT wE r nOt tiReD oF eAcH oThEr.. tt'S tHe wHoLe pOiNt.. sOmE ppL nEeD "fReSh aiR" sO tHeY duN rEaLLy mEeT eVeRydAy, tHeY nEeD sPaCe.. buT i'M hApPy n cOnTeNtEd wiF wHt i hAv nOw cOs aLtHo i c hiM eVeRyDaY, i'M nOt siCk oF hiM n tt'S wHt mAtTeRs, riTe? diFf cOupLeS fuNc diFfeReNtLy tHo.. i LiKe iT tHe wAy iT iS nOw.. tHx dEaR..

LaStLy, GoOd LuCk fOr uR eXaM tmL!!! n hAv fuN aT uR pRoJ mEeTiNg..