Lost In Beauty-

Sunday

Have you ever cried until you wanna throw up? I did. My face and head went all numb and they ached like no one's business.

It's going to be the start of maybe a long, dreadful Cold War. I just hope that my soft-heartedness will persevere this time round. I gasped for the need to be understood. So desperate that I didn't have any control over my own action. I am in a dilemma. I don't wanna absorb anymore, neither do I wish to get my message across this way. I'm left with no choice but I really want them to know how dead serious I am. I yearned for a good one so long, I tried my best everytime. I really did.

On a brighter note, I'm glad that my frens and dear were supportive and caring though. Thanks a million.

It's been a tough night for me. Overall, a terrible week for me.

the beauty exposed ;