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Friday

SuPeRsTaR fiNaL yEsT niTe.. didn cOmE hOmE iN tYm fOr tHe pErFoRmAnCeS buT i gOt uPdaTeD bY mY bRo.. rEsuLt, aS uSuaL, oUtTa mY pReDiCtiOn.. hAa.. eVeR siNcE i "sTriKe pOtLuCk" dEtErMiNiNg tHe wiNnEr aLL tHe wAy tiLL tHe tOp 4, i nV sTriKe aGaiN.. frOm dEn oN, keLLy eNteRiNg tHe fiNaL iS mY onLi cOrReCt pReDiCtiOn.. aNyWaY, iN mY oPiNiOn, bOtH oF tHeM r wiNnErS aLrEaDy, tHe pErFoRmAnCeS aT iNdOoR sTaDiuM yEsT wAs a bOnuS tO tHeM.. tHe wiNnEr onLi wiNs tHe titLe.. cOnTrAcTs? bOtH hAd tHeM aLreAdY.. i sO eNvY tHeM.. hEy, iT's sO rArE a cHaNcE tt oNe cAn sTaNd oN tHe sTaGe oF iNdOoR sTaDiuM hAviNg uR MiNi cOnCeRt wiF eVeRyOnE cHeEriNg fOr u.. u gOtTa hAv tt kiNdA LuCk u c, nOt aLL wHo siNgS weLL hAv a cHaNcE LiDaT.. oH, n tiS rEmiNdS mi oF ChArLiE fRoM rOaLd dAuL's cHoCoLaTe fAcToRy..

aNyWaY, yEsT wAs a tiRiNg dAy iN sCh.. bY tHe 2Nd LeC i wAs aLrEaDy vErY tiReD n rEstLeSs.. haLf sHuTdOwN bY dEn.. tHe 2 cHi LeCs wErE bOriNg.. bY tHe tYm i rEaChEd CoNitiVe tuT, i wAs fuLLy sHuT dOwN.. cOuLdn aNs qNs, hAd tO rEgiStEr qNs fOr 5 miN oR sO tO uNdErsTaNd iT.. i guEsS mY aTtEnTiOn(mEmOrY) hAd rEaChEd iTs mAxiMuM cApAciTy bY dEn.. n tHe bAd tHiNg iS i rEaLiZe iT's aLwAz LiDaT eVeRy wK, aFt mY cHi LeCs..

hMm.. aNyWaY, iT's aNoThEr LaDy'S aFfAiR iN sCh yEsT.. iT's NUS VaNiTy fAiR, a fAiR iN wHiCh bRaNdS suCh aS Clinque, Tommy Hilfiger, DKNY and Stila cAmE iN tO seLL tHeiR sTuFf aT LoW pRiCeS.. didn rEaLLy wAnNa gO aT fiRsT, oR mAyBe i juS wAnNa tK a "wiNdOw" LoOk onLi.. iN tHe eNd, i bOuGhT oVeR huNdReD oF doLLaRs oF fAciaL pDtS.. aLL cOs oF mY deAriE n pAuL wHo kEpT sAyiNg tHeSe r gD buYs aT rEaLLi gReAt pRiCeS.. yAh, huNdRed oVeR doLLaRs, hOw gReAt iS tt? hAa.. pLuS mi n YY kEpT pSyCho-iNg eAcH oThEr tO buY tHoSe iTeMs wE bOtH r cOnSiDeRiNg.. eNdEd uP wE bOtH r gReAt buYeRs! buT dEn, sEriOusLy sPeAkiNg, iN tHe LoNg ruN, iT's rEaLLi wOrTh tHe pRiCe, juS tt wHeN u hAd tO fOrK ouT mOnEy sO suDdEnLy, iT bEcOmEs a LiT' iNdEciSiVe fOr mi.. LeT's c, i bOuGhT Stila's pOttEd cReMe bLuSh, sHiMmEriNg pOwDeR ( i'vE aLwAz wAnTeD tO buY tiS! n iT's $45 aT tHe fAiR, $100 LeSs!), LiP gLoSs aNd Clinique's pAcKaGe oF FaCiaL mAsK (wiF a fReE fRaNgRaNcE wHiCh sMeLLs niCe).. oH nO, i'M suCh a sPeNdThRiFt!!

n tHe BanGkOk tRiP.. iT's sO gReAt tt viO n Jr tO fOuNd suCh a gReAt dEaL! buT cOnfLiCtS juS hAd tO aRiSe.. mY mUm n hEr hAbiT.. i sHaN tOk sO muCh aBt iT, iT mAdE mi rEaL sAd.. i eVeN cRiEd tt mOrNiNg n i vOwEd siLeNtLy tO mYseLf tt i sHaN tOk tO hEr, aT LeAsT fOr tHeSe fEw dAyS.. i shaLL tOk tO mY dAd dEn.. we'LL c hOw.. tHe tHiNg iS i nOe i cAn gO iN tHe eNd, buT siNcE u nOe iT n i nOe iT, y nOt LeT mi gO hApPiLy? y muSt cOnfLiCt bE uNaVoiDabLe?? i sTiLL duN gEt iT.. hMm..

n pS, duN bE sAd k? duN bRoAd oVeR tt iSsuE.. caLm dOwN n tiNk cLeArLy wHt u wAnNa dO nXt.. pLaN aHeAd.. uR pAtH wiLL sMoOtHeN ouT sOoN.. cAn caLL mi oR viO wHeNeVa u wAn.. sMiLeZ!

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