Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday

i cAnT gEt tO sLeP.. i wOnDeR iF iT iS duE tO M-cRaMp, mY sLeP-wAkE cYcLe oR sTh eLsE??

sTh eLsE.. hMm.. i wAs tOkiN aBt hApPy hApPy tiMeS tGt yEsT, oR rAtHeR 2 dAyS aGo (siNcE iT's LiKe 2aM iN e wEe hRs oF wEd mOrN)..n nOw, hErE i m, suLkiNg..

tHeRe'S a sAyiNg wHiCh gOeS "tHe oNe u LuV wiLL bE tHe oNe wHo wiLL huRt u mOsT".. iT's aN iRoNy yEt nO oNe diSaGrEeS.. tHe iNtEnSiTy oF tHe rEsuLt wiLL bE muCh muCh mOrE tHaN wHt oNe wiLL iMaGiNe.. nO mAtTeR hOw sMaLL tHe bLoW iS, hOw sMaLL tHe pRoB iS, hOw sMaLL tHe aRguMeNt iS.. iF iT's oThEr ppL, u miGhT nOt eVeN bOtHer aT aLL.. mAyBe tt eXpLaiNs y iT fEeLs sO huRtFuL, cOs iN tHe wHoLe wiDe wOrLd, tHeRe's onLi oNe pErSoN wHo cAn huRt u in tiS wAy, aT tt mOmEnT iN tiMe..

iT's eAsY tO faLL iN LuV, buT iT's haRd tO mAiNtAiN a reLaTiOnShiP -- iT nEeDs mOrE tHaN juS LuV.. C'mOn, LeT's aDmiT iT, wE'rE gReEdY hOmOsApiEnS, wE wAnT mOrE tO tt.. a reLaTiOnShiP iS a pAcKaGe wHiCh cOnTaiNs sEcOnDaRy iTeMs bEsiDeS tHe pRiMaRy sPaRk, LuV.. n, iT's a muTuaL cOmMiTtMeNt..

tHeRe's nO riGhT oR wRoNg iN a reLaTiOnShiP..

aNyWay, i hOpE i'M fEeLiNg n gEtTiNg bEtA.. u tOo..

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