Lost In Beauty-

Wednesday

nOw iN sCh.. 2 hRs bReAk.. cEnTraL LiB.. siTtiNg cOmFoRtAbLy wiF viO iN fRoNt, rEaDinG hEr JAP LaNg nOtEs..

aCtuaLLi, i wAsN't iN a gD mOoD tOdAe aLtHo i nOe i duN sEeM tO LoOk LiKe i'M nOt oKiE.. tiS pRoB kEpT hAuNtiNg mi.. i cRiEd nOt LoNg aFtEr i wOkE uP.. sHe iS tHe rEaSoN y i cRiEd.. i beLiEvE sHe tEaReD aBiT tHo cOs sHe feLt wEi Qu.. buT i sTiLL didn gEt tHe cHaNcE tO teLL hEr aLL, hOw i fEeL n mY pT oF viEw, cOs sHe didn LeT mi dO sO..eVeN iF i did, iT juS wOnT gEt rEgiStErEd iN hEr hEaD.. sHe kEpT tOkiN aBt hEr sTrOnG pT oF viEw wHiCh i hAd hEaRd fOr LiKe 19 yRs n sHe juS REFUSED tO hEaR miNe.. aLL tHe fAcTs n hEr LoGiC.. i'M tiReD..

buT uLtiMaTeLy, sHe iS tHe rEaSoN y i cRiEd.. cOs i LoVe hEr..

aLriGhT, i shAn tOk aBt suCh tHiNgS.. LeT's juS hOpE tt tHiNgS wiLL tuRn ouT fiNe, wHiCh i dOuBt sO.. hEy, i'M aLrEaDy bEiNg oPtiMiStiC siNcE i duN miNd tHiNgS sTaYiNg tiS wAy iF tHiNgS duN tuRn ouT weLL..

sHaLL sToP hErE cOs tHe wHoLe LiB iS fuLL oF mY tYpiNg sOuNd.. shaLL gO dO mY wOrK onLiNe..

the beauty exposed ;