Lost In Beauty-

Friday

i cRiEd, a hArd oNe..

fOr tHe 1St tYm iN 2005.. 6tH JaN 2005..

tEaRs sEeM tO bE sTrAnGeRs eVeR siNcE quiTe sOmE tYm aGo.. aT LeAsT fOr tHe pAsT 21 daYs i guEsSeD..

pS caLLeD aT tHe riGhT tYm buT sHe'S nO bEtA tHaN mi, mAyBe wOrSe.. n i'M mOrE cOnCeRnEd oF tiS dEaR dEaR fReN oF miNe tHaN mYseLf.. duN puSh uRseLf k geR?? i'LL aLwaYs bE hErE fOr u wHeN u nEeD tiS buDDy, I PROMISE.. i mEaN iT.. n i nOe viO wiLL tOo.. wHeN tHe tiMe iS riPeD, iT'LL bE riGhT.. tiMe wiLL hEaL tOo.. n rEm, 2 hEaDs r bEtA tHaN oNe.. =)

n fOr tHe foLLoWiNg, iT's onLi mEaNt fOr sOmEoNe.. n u nOe wHo u R..

YuP, tHiNgS r nOt tt bAd, a vErY tRiViaL mAtTeR.. buT tRy puTtiNg uRseLf iN mY sHoEs, juS LiKe i tRiEd puTtiNg mi iN uR sHoEs tO tiNk..

i wOnT sAy aNyThiNg muCh.. juS tt a tRiViaL mAtTeR cAn n iT rEaLLi did rEfLeCt aLoT iN oThEr wAyS..

mAyBe i tRuSt u tOo muCh..

mAyBe i reLy oN u tOo muCh..

eXcEeDeD mY "pReCauTiOn" LeVeL.. n nOw i'M huRt.. cOs iT nOt onLi sHoWeD tt i'M oVeR-reLyiNg oN u buT iT rEmiNdS mi oF sTh wAy bAcK..

tiMe dOeSn rEaLLi hAv hEaLiNg pOwErS, dOeS iT? oR iT juS siMpLy iSnT pOwErFuL eNuFf..

i cAnT rEaLLi reLy n tRuSt tOo muCh.. i hAv tO LeArN tO bE mOrE iNdEpEnDeNt.. i wiLL.. i beLiEvE..

duN uNdErStAnD a siNgLe wOrD?? unLeSs u R tt sOmEoNe.. iF nOt, duN rEaD tiS pArT oF mY bLoG.. oR iF u r tt sOmEoNe, n u duNnO, dEn tOo bAd..

n u nOe wHt?? aT tt pOiNt iN tYm, i wAs aSkiNg mYseLf "dO i rEaLLi nOe tiS u?? oR hAv u aLwaYs nOt sHoW uR tRuE seLf, uR tHe tRuE u?".. i caNt beLiEvE mY eArS tt tOnE sHoOtiNg bAcK aT mi.. n nOw iT mAdE mi rEaLiZe.. i'Ve eXcEeDeD mY pReCaUtiOn LeVeL.. i'M sOrRy buT i muSt bE oN gUaRd.. mAyBe i tiNk tOo muCh bUt.. wHtEvA..

tHe aBv bLoG iS mEaNt soLeLy fOr tt "sOmEoNe".. n iF u R nOt, tRy nOt tO rEaD iT aLtHo aT tiS pT iN tiMe, u hAd.. bUt aNiWaY, tHe aBv iS suBjEcTeD tO 40% PMS mOoD.. mAyBe tt'S wHt tRiGgErS mi tO tiNk tOo muCh aS weLL..

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