Lost In Beauty-

Monday

aArRgGhH!!! siCkEniNg!! i hAtE piMpLeS!! n i hAd oNe gRoWiNg oN mY LoWeR cHiN riGhT nOw.. n iT's LiKe pAiNfuL LoR.. wAiT tiLL i uSe mY biOtErM pRoDuCt n kiLL u..

hMm.. TuToRiaL baLLoTiNg tOdAe.. n tHe sOciaL wOrK tut cHaNgE iTs timEsLoT.. *siAn* i sUpPoSeD tHeRe'LL bE a bReAk fOr mY fRi Le bAh.. viO, nOw u cAn duN wOrRy aBt nO tiMe fOr LuNcH oN tHe oDd wK..

wAs quiTe uNhApPy yEsT.. cAuSe? mY pArEnTs.. y? LoNg sToRy LaH.. aNiWaE, i'M uNhApPy nOt bEcOs oF wHt hApPeNeD yEsT buT aN aCcuMuLaTiOn oF wHt tHeY did fOr tHe pAsT fEw mThS oR eVeN yEaRs.. tHe sAmE oLd pRoB wiLL rEsUrFaCe itSeLf aGaiN n aGaiN.. n i wiLL bE miSeRabLe.. i'M suRe aLL oF u ouT tHeRe hAv tiS kiNdA fEeLiNgS b4.. wHeN u fEeL tt u R nOt bEiNg uNdErStOoD bY uR pArEnTs.. tHeY rEfuSeD tO aCkNowLeDgE u R tHeiR MATURE kiD.. aLwAyS tReAt u aS aN iNsEnSibLe kiD.. n aLoT mOrE kEePs piLiNg uP..

buT aFtEr i wAtChEd a sHoW wiTh "xiAo yAn JiE" n "aH LiAnG" aS tHe hOsTs yEsT niTe, i feLt tt wHt "xiAo YaN JiE" sAiD wAs tRuE.. sHe sAiD tt diFf pArEnTs hAv diFf wAyS oF eDuCaTiNg n nuRtUriNg tHeiR cHiLd.. tHeiR mEtHoDs mAy bE wRoNg oR tHeY eXpReSsEd iT iN a wRoNg wAy buT uLtiMaTeLy iT's cOs oF tHeiR LoVe fOr u.. n aT cErTaiN ciRcUmStAnCeS wHiCh wiLL pOsE a dAnGeR/LiFe tHrEaT tO u, aLL tHe diFfErEnT pArEnTs wiLL dO tHe sAmE tHiNg -- sAcRiFiCe tHeMseLvEs fOr tHeiR kiDs.. vErY LoGiCaL, vErY tRuE n vErY wiSe..

iT mAdE mi tiNk n iT mAdE mi fEeL bEtA!! rEaLLi.. mAyBe i shLd aLwAyS tiNk iN tiS wAy.. sO tt eVeN iF i nOe i wiLL "LoSe", i'LL "LoSe" xiN fU kOu fU tO pArEnTaL LoVe.. =D

i LuV mY MuM n mY DaD.. rEgArdLeSs oF wHt tHeY diD oR hOw wRoNg tHeiR mEtHoD oF nuRtuRiNg mi iS, tO mi, tHeY'r sTiLL tHe bEsTeSt pArEnTs iN tHe wOrLd.. wiThOuT tHeM, wiThOuR tHeiR mEtHoD oF bRiNgiNg mi uP, i mAy nOt bE wHt i m tOdaE..

buT.. i wiLL sTiLL wHiNe wHeNeVeR i tiNk i'M riGhT.. =P

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