Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday

wAs sOrTa tiEd dOwN bY sTrEsSfuL mEnTaL pRoBs nOwAdAyS.. diFF ppL hAv diFF wAyS oF wOrkiNg tHiNgS ouT.. tHeRe'S nO riGhT oR wRoNg mEtHoD.. tHeY diFFeR iN diFfErEnT ppL.. aS fOr mi, weLL, mY sYsTeM wOrKs iN a bottLe wAy.. suCh tt i sToRe mY pRoBs, nOt tO uN-bottLeD iT sO aS nOt tO aFFeCt ppL, n tHe boTtLe wiLL onLi cLeAr itSeLf oNcE iN a bLuEmOoN wHeN iT rEaChEs tHe tOp, dAt'S wHeN i'LL sHaRe mY pRoBs.. n fOr aNiOnE, nO sYsTeM iS fiXeD.. mY sYsTeM iS aLtEriNg aS weLL.. eAcH sYsTeM cHaNgEs wiF tiMe, mAtuRaTiOn, eXpErieNcEs n tHe ppL.. n iT cHaNgEs wiF tHe bEnEfiTs oF oNeSeLf mOstLy.. mY nAtuRe aLsO cAuSe mi tO tiNk aLoT, fAr mOrE tHaN wHt nOrMaL ppL wOuLd.. pRoS n cOnS.. iT's sO iRoNiC.. ppL shLd bE bOtHeReD bY mOrE imPt pRoBs aS u gRoW uP bUt dEn u wiLL fiNd tt pRoBs bOtHeRiNg u r sO iNsiGniFiCaNt n sMaLL bUt yEt iT cAuSeS sO mUcH inViSibLe pReSsuRe wiThiN uRseLf.. tHe uLtiMaTe soLn iS oF cOuRsE tiMe.. iT wOrKs fOr eVeRyOnE.. rEfLeCtiOnS bRiNgS aBt tOtS.. fOr mi, mY sYsTeM wOrKs wiF tiMe nOw.. wHt pAsT iS pAsT.. zAi JiAn guO Qu! fAcE eAcH dAy n eVeRyOnE wiF a sMiLe! i wiLL bE a hApPy gEr fRoM nOw oN n LiVe mY LiFe wiThouT aNy yUe sHu! iT's nOt juS a mAtTeR oF wOrDs n sAyiNgS.. oF cOuRsE, i hAv tO wOrK iT ouT cOs iT's nOt mAgiC, iT wOrKs wiF tiMe.. i nEeD heLp oN tt tHo, mY fReNs! kk, tiS'LL bE tHe LaSt tYm i'M gOnnA tOk aBt tiS.. bYe pRoBs!

MuMmY's biRtHdAy'S cOmiNg!! oN tHuRs.. DaD toLd mi sHe'd bEeN eYeiNg oN tiS EsPriT suNgLaSsEs aS hE pOiNtEd tO mY cLeO mAg.. hAa.. sO MuM hAd bEeN rEaDiNg mY cLeO aLL tHe wHiLe.. =X n DaDdY duN wAn hEr tO nOe we'Re gEttiNg iT fOr hEr.. gOnNa huNt fOr iT tmL.. duNnO hOw muCh iT cOsTs bUt iT's wOrTh eVeRy cEnT! aNiWaE, i hAv tHe diScOuNt cArD.. :P

oH mi wEnT viO's hSe tOdAe tO "uPdAtE" ouR LeC nOtEs.. hAa.. i gOttA cOpY eCoNs n cHi nOtEs fR hEr cOs fOr sOmE uNpLeAsAnT rEaSoN, didN gO sCh oN mOn.. tHx viO!! tHe biG biG SHE pOsTeR's niCe!! LuV iT! tHeY LoOk sO cuTe!! n sO sOrRy, fOrGoT tO sAy "bYe n tHx fOr tHe pRaWn nOodLeS" tO uR mUm!! heLp mi dO sO k? tHx aH!! hEeZ..

i did sOmE "mAiNtAiNaNcE" tO mYseLf juS nOw.. tRiM mY bRoWs, pAiNt mY naiLs etC.. viO's bEeN sAyiNg mY nAiLs wEre sO cLeAn rEcEntLy.. hAa.. i Lz tO dO mY naiLs mAh.. =X wE gg tO tAkE pArT iN tHe cOm aS weLL bUt hAvEn cHoOsE aNy sOnGs? hAa.. oH, n rYaN's biRtHdAy pArTy, wE dEciDed tO gEt hiM hiS fAv JaCkS.. LoLx..

hAo bAh, mY dEsKtOp hAs nO "coLoUr bAr" tOdAe sO i shAn tOk muCh cOs mY pOsT wiLL bE a coLoUrLeSs oNe..

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