Lost In Beauty-

Friday

hMm.. i tiNk i'M gOnNa bLoG qUiTe LoNg tOdAe? wiLL i? we'LL c hOw.. i duN tiNk i'M gOnNa wRiTe tHe pHySiCaL hApPeNinGs aRd mi bUt aBt hOw i feLt? yUp..

aCtuaLLi fOr tHe fiRsT pArT oF tOdAe, i'M qUiTe hApPi.. bUt nOw iT tUrNs oFF.. i mEaN, i'M fEeLiNg diFF nOw.. hMm.. LeT's tOk aBt yEsT fiRsT.. mY dEaR viO nOt iN tHe BeSt oF mOoD.. bUt i tiNk i uNdErStAnD y sHe feLt LiDaT n i tiNk i gOt aBiT dOwN cOs sHe'S dOwN.. sOuNdS LiKe wE'rE tWiNs eH? duN wOrrY viO, iT's nOt uR fAuLt bUt mY oWn fAuLt, duNnO y i feeL dOwN juZ cOs u r yEsT.. bUt i'M rEaLLi gLaD tt u gOt bEtA aFt mY cOnSoLe? hAa.. k LaH, nOt mY cReDiT bUt dEn rEaLLi gLaD tO c uR smiLe aGaiN tOdAe!! kEeP sMiLiNg!!

dEn aCtuaLLi, wAs qUiTe sAd wHeN viO bRoKe tHe yA KuN's rEjEcTiOn nEwS tO mi.. i wAs LiKe "oKiE, aLtHo wE hAv pLaN B fOr ouR pRoJeCt bUt iF yA kuN aCcEpT ouR pRoPoSaL dEn ouR pRoJeCt wiLL rUn sMoOtH n niCe n faLL weLL iN pLaCe".. bUt yEsT niTe, i wAs aBiT dOwN cOs oF tiS tOo.. bUt tOdAe, tiS kiNd fReN oF miNe, oFFeReD tO heLp caLL yA KuN aGaiN.. n i duNnO hOw hE did iT, hE mAnAgE tO pErSuAdE tHe pErSoN-iN-ChaRgE n tt hE aGrEe tO ouR iNtErViEw!! i'M tRuLy gRaTeFuL!! fOr tiS wHoLe aFtNoOn, i wAs rEaLLi deLiGhTeD!! rEaLLi.. unTiL LiKe nOw?

juZ eNd tHe fOnE caLL wiF pS.. i tiNk i bOmBaRd hEr wiF sOmE oF mY pRoBs.. hMm.. sOrRi pS bUt thX.. didn wAn tO mAkE u aLmOsT cRy aS weLL.. dAt'S y i duN rEaLLi LiKe tO sHaRe mY pRoBs unTiL i cAnT tK iT aNyMoRe cOs i duN wAn mY fReNs tO fEeL sAd n tRoUbLeD tOo.. aRgH~ i cAnT cTrL mY tEaRs.. rEaLLi wAnNa hAv a gD cRy? oRh.. jEaN's fEeLiNg dOwN.. sAd bY sTh wHiCh i cAnT cTrL, sTh wHiCh jEaN tOt wOuLd nV diSaPpEaR? k LaH, nOt tO tHe diSaPpEaRiNg eXtEnT bUt i juZ cAnT eXpLaiN iT.. i'M juZ fEeLiNg sOmE sOrT oF sAd oVeR iT.. :

nAh, i duN wAnNa dEsCriBe mY dAy.. i juZ wAn a gD cRy..

the beauty exposed ;