hAa.. aS iF he'LL c tiS.. hEh.. bUt dEn i gUeSs fOr a DaDdY, mY DaD hAd hiS rEsPoNsiBiLiTy n hE hAs dOnE hiS duTy aS a DaDdY! i'M sUrE.. pReViOusLy DaDdY hAd heLpEd mi iN mY uNi sTuFF tOo n fRoM tHeRe did i rEaLiZe tt DaDdY's aLwAz bEeN tHeRe dOiNg hiS bEsT fOr mi wiThOuT aNy gRuMbLeS n wiThOuT mi nOe-iNg.. oH mAn.. mY tEaRs r weLLinG oUtTa mY eYeS.. hMm.. y did i rEaLiZe tiS onLi nOw? bUt iT iSnT tOo LaTe riTe? nTh'S tOo LaTe! hMm..

yUp, wAs heLpiNg DaDdY pRePaRiNg hiS "nA2 sHuO3" sLiCe fiSh bEe HoOn juS nOw.. hE's tRuLy gReAt aT tt!! MumMy wAs LiKe jOkiN tt hE cAn sEt uP hiS oWn sTaLL nXt tYm wHeN i sAiD oUtSiDe sTaLLs didn eVeN tAsTe sO gOoD.. i gUeSs i siNnEd? hAa.. aTe tiS n tOniGhT's gOnNa gO fOr diNnEr? hAa.. gOtta cAtCh uP oN mY wOrKoUt sEsSiOn..

oH n bRo'S gF cAmE tiS mOrN? sHe'S sTiLL hErE nOw.. n sHe LeNd mi tiS sHoW "13 GoiNg tO 30".. i fiNiShEd wAtChiNg iT riGhT tHeRe n dEn n nOw rEtuRnEd tO hEr Le.. wOw!! a gReAt sHoW.. aLtHo i didn wAtCh iT iN ciNeMa bUt dEn i'M sO fuLLy "iNduLgEd" iN iT.. niCe! iT mAdE mi tiNk bAcK tO 13 n hOw i wAs LiKe iN tHe pAsT.. tiS sHoW iS nOt juZ aBt a tRaNfOrMaTiOn bUt a tiNkiN sHoW aS weLL.. iT gOt oNe tO tiNk aBt tHe pAsT, tHe fReNs, tHe fAmiLy aRd u.. hOw u tReAt tHeM n hOw tHeY tReAt u.. hOw u gOttA cHeRiSh tHeM? hMm.. aTLeAsT iT rEaLLi dO sEt mi tiNkiN.. LeT's c..

JeAn'S pHySiCaL tRaNsFoRmAtiOn..

wHeN i wAs 13, i juZ mAnAgE tO cTrL mY wEiGhT? hAa.. wAs sTiLL aBiT cHuBbY dEn bUt aT LeAsT i did cTrL tO bEcUm tHe wAy i LoOk nOw? hAa.. nOt tt i'M gReAt nOw bUt bEtA tHaN tHe pAsT.. hMm.. i wEiGh mOrE tHaN wHt i m nOw wHeN i wAs iN pRi 5? yUp.. u cAn iMaGinE.. wAs oVeRwEiGhT, iN TAF cLuB dEn.. hAa.. sO fUnNi..

JeAn'S eMoTiOn cHaNgEs..

gUeSs i wAs fRiEndLy aLL tHe wHiLe bUt dEn i wAs nOt tt tRuE tO mY fReNs wHeN i wAs 13? gOtta aDmiT tt.. aLtHo i gOt fReNs wiF mi tHrUoUt mY tEeN yRs bUt i nOe i cOuLd hAv bEcUm a bEtA 13-yR-oLd gEr iF i'd bEeN mOrE tRuE tO mYseLf, mY fReNs.. hMm.. bUt i didn rEgReT mY 13 yR oLd tHo.. cOs iF i didn gO tHrU tt pEriOd oF tYm, i wOuLdn LeArN fR mY miStAkEs n cHaNgE tO wHo i m nOw.. aT LeaSt i'Ve LeaRn tO cHeRiSh mY faMiLy n fReNs nOw tt i'Ve bEcUm tRuE tO eVeRyOnE.. nO mOrE mAsK iN fRoNt oF mY fAcE.. i m wHo i m bEiNg sEeN.. :)

JeAn'S diFf gRp oF fReNs..

pRi sCh bEsT fReNs: DuLciBeLLa, CaiLiNg, YeeLiNg, EmiLy..
n i tinK i fOrGoT sOmE Le bUt dEn i gOt mAnY gD fReNs tOo bUt

tHeSe r tHe oNeS wHo wErE mOrE tHaN tt.. aLtHo fOr sOmE wE'vE

dRiFtEd bUt MeMoS sTiLL sTaYeD..

sEc sCh'S bEsT fReNs: Hui Hui, YiNgXiN, JaYnE, LiTiNg, CiNdY KoH, YaNg Rui,

PeYsHyAn, JeReMy, HoiTiNg, DiXiE eTc..
tiS bUnCh oF fReNs wiLL aLwAz bE tHe oNeS i'LL nV fOrGeT..
aLtHo sOmE hAv gOnE diFF wAyS, diFF sCh, bUt wE LeFt eAcH

oThEr aS bEsT fReNs sO tHe mEmOs tt wE'rE bEsT fReNs wiLL nV

fAdE..

JJC's gOoD fReNs: YeUyUn(mY bEsT iN JJ), WanQi, KaiXiN, KaiWi, MeiLiNg,

YuShUaNg, EiPhYu, hMm..
i caNt rEm tHo.. bUt fOr sUm, tHeY wErE oNcE mY bEsT fReNs..

oH yAh, i sAw CinDy KoH iN NUS tt dAy.. aT aRtS bUsStOp.. sHe sOuNdS sO "fAr" n i fEeL aBiT dOwn cOs wE r LiKe sTrAnGeRs nOw but wE wErE oNcE sO gD.. bUt i'M sTiLL gLaD tt aT LeAsT wE sEpArAtEd tO oUr diFF sChS dEn wHeN wE r sTiLL gD fReNs? juS LiKe jErEmY, eVeN iF i c hiM nOw, wE r sTiLL gD fReNs n wE duN fEeL aWkWaRd..

duNnO y sUddEnLy LiStEd oUt tiS bUt yAh, mAyBe i gOt tRiGgEreD fR tt sHoW "13 gOiNg tO 30"?? n fOr tHoSe wHo aPPeaR iN mY LiSt, tHx!! fOr tHoSe wHo didn, mAyBe i fOrGoT tO pUt tHeM iN tHe LiSt bUt nOnEtHeLeSs, i dO cHeRiSh u k.. u miGhT bE tHe onE wHo i miSs oUt.. hMm.. wHo nOeS mY fuTuRe aS iN wHeN i tuRn 30? hOwEvA iT iS, i'M haLfWaY tHru tHe jOuRnEy tHeRe.. sO i'LL juS LiVe uP tO iT!! (^_^) bUt i wiSh i wiLL bE hApPi dEn.. n i hOpE tO bE hApi fR nOw tiLL dEn.. hAa.. mAyBe i'M a hApi mArRiEd wOmAn bY dEn? hEe.. :) oR a hApi MuM? tiNk tOo muCh.. bUt mY simpLe wiSh.. hApi.. (-.^)