Lost In Beauty-

Friday

wHt m i tinKin?? i'M sO conFuSeD nOw LoR.. iT's rEaLLi tt cOnFuSeD LoR.. BiLLiOnS oF "???" iN my hEaD.. FoLLoW mY hEaRt n mY minD? i did.. dAt'S y i cHoSe NUS? hMm.. buT y m i sTiLL cOnFuSe nOw LeH? i oSo duNnO.. beTwN eNg n aRtS n sOciaL cHiNeSe??

wAs rEaLLi sO hApPi fOr viO tOdAe wHeN sHe bRoKe e nEwS tO mi.. cOs i duN wAn mY dEaR fReN tO wAsTe oNe yR wAiTiNg fOr nXt iNtAkE.. sOmEmOrE, iT miGht dAmpEn hEr sPiRiT oF sTuDyiNg.. aNyWay, i wAnNa sAy "CoNgRaTs viO!! i'LL bE jOiNiNg u aS weLL!!".. aFt mY LiFe SciEnCe LeC in NTU, i wEnT tO HaLL 15 tO fiNd sTePh.. hEr rM LoOkS niCe bUt sHe'S gOt nO roOmMaTe.. hOpE sHe'LL gEt oNe sOoN.. cHeCk my QET rEsuLtS tOo siNcE hEr LaPtOp iS wOrKiNg.. n wAs gLaD tt i pAsS n i duN hAv tO rEaD eNg pRofiCiEncY.. dEn tt pHoNeCaLL cAmE..

"Hi, tiS iS Ivy caLLiNg fRoM NUS.. wE hAv VaCaNciEs iN ArTs n sOciaL sCiEnCe (chi).. ArE u iN aNy iNsTiTuTiOn nOw?"

"YeP.. I'm nOw sTuDyiN iN NTU.." I sAiD, tiNkin sHe'LL juZ eNd tHe caLL wiF "oH oK.. wiSh u aLL tHe bEsT iN NTU.." bUt aPPaReNtLy, sHe didn..

"oH.. sO wOuLd u LiKe tO tRaNsFeR fRoM NTU tO NUS?"

"eRrr..... cAn i gEt bAcK tO u?" i sTaTTeReD cOs i wAs tinKin i hAv tO coNsuLt my pArEnTs b4 dOin anY thiNg rAsH..

"SuRe! iN tHe mEaNtiMe, i'LL fOrWaRd aN eMaiL tO u sTaTiNg cLeArLy aBt tiS.."

"oK.. thX.."

i nV eVeN sAiD "bYe" iF i'M nOt wRoNg cOs i wAsN aPpReCiAtiNg wHt sHe'D doNe.. wAs tiNkin y sHe rUiN my "aLrEaDy-aDapTeD LiFe" iN NTU.. y sO LasT min? y muSt maKe mi cHoOsE beTwN aRtS n eNg? iF i hAvEn wEnT tO NTU fOr tHe pAsT 2 wKs n i gOt tiS nOtiCe, i'd hAv gLadLy aCCePtEd tiS oFFer.. mY hEaD's bUrStiNg.. mY pArEnTs? i fEeL mY mUm hAv a LiKiNg tO NUS mOre bUt tHeY juZ sAy n tOk oNe biG rD, LeAdiNg mi tO mY cOnFuSe sTaTe aGaiN.. cOnsuLtEd sO mAnY ppL.. mOsT oF mY fReNs c mi mOrE suiTabLe iN ArTs tHaN an eNgiNeEr.. juNe wArN mi b4 tt eNg iS hArD tO cOpE.. sHe toLd mi tt nOw tOo.. n i gOttA aGrEe wiF hEr.. mOrEoVeR, tiS pAtH iS sTiLL sO uNcLeAr fOr mi.. aLtHo i'M LiKe tinKin tt tHe jOb pRoSpEcT fOr eNg miGhT bE mOrE sPeCiaLiZeD n bRiGhTeR bUt tHe pRoB nOw iS i duNnO wHeThEr i wiLL reAcH tHeRe 1St.. n tHuS, i gUeSs tiS iS mY dEciSiOn.. i LiKe cHi tOo sO shLdn bE a biG pRoB.. duN wAnNa cOnViNcE mYseLf tHo, tt'S y sTiLL cOnFuSeD bUt it'LL bE cLeArEr tO mi tiS wAy.. rEaLLi..

hOpE i mAdE tHe riGhT cHoiCe.. rEaLLi.. tiS iS mY cHoiCe, tiS wiLL bEe mY pAtH.. i'M gOnNa waLk dOwN tiS pAtH wiF nO rEgReTs!!

tHx tO tHoSe wHo heLpEd mi aRriVe aT tiS deCiSiOn iN oNe wAy oR aNoThEr.. thX fOr tHoSe wHo sUpPoRtEd mi aS weLL!! tHx tO mY dAdDy n mUmMy, mY bRo, mY cOuSiN wHo eVeN fiNd eNgiNeErS fRoM hEr fReNz, jUnE, yy, viO, wEiYaNg, DeYuAn.. bLah.. tHx fOr "cHoOsiNg" fOr mi.. u aLL r tHe oNeS wHo uNdErStAnD mi n nOe wHt's gD fOr mi uLtiMaTeLy.. :) i wiLL dO mY bEsT n nOt LeT mySeLf n eVeRyOnE dOwN!

nOw, i'M tiNkiN, wHt iF i nV aNs tt pHoNeCaLL?? Mmm..

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