Lost In Beauty-

Monday

oKiE.. iT's bEeN a LoNg tYm siNcE i bLoG.. bUt i rEaLLi nEeD sUm sTuFfS cLeArEd oFf mY miNd mAn..

dAt'S hOw mY sToRy wiF mY "eX-DeAr" eNdS.. nO mOrE cOmpLaiNtS oF mi "iLL-tReAtiNg" aNyOnE Le.. i did cRy, iNdEeD vErY hArD, wHeN i qUaRReLLeD oNe dAy b4 eVrYtHiNg eNdS cOs tt'S tHe tYm wHeN i fOuNd oUt tHe hUrTfuL tRuTh.. hE juS dUn tRuSt mi & dUn uNdErsTaNd mi.. iT's aLL aBt wHt hiS fReNs n pArEnTs sAy.. bUt oF cOuRsE, sUm wiLL sTaNd bY hiS siDe oF tHe sToRy n i wOnT sAy tHiNgS bUt i tOt a ReLaTiOn iS aLL aBt tHe 2 oF uS?? nO mAtTeR wHt, nO pOiNt cRyiNg oVeR sPiLLeD miLk.. tRuTh iS, i rEaLLi tRiEd mY uTmOsT bEsT n i did pUt iN LoTsA eFfOrT.. tt aCcOuNtS fOr y i didn sHeD a teAr eVeR siNcE tt fAtEfuL dAy.. tHx tO tHoSe wHo "heLp" iN tiS faCt iN oNe wAy oR aNoThEr bUt mAyBe, u jUz dUnNo mi weLL eNuFF tO maKe aNy cOmMeNts aBt mi.. --> i wAs tAuGhT bY eVeRyoNe aRd mi tO pRoTeCt mYseLf n nOt gEt buLLiEd sO i'M sOrRy tO sAiD tt bUt yAh, i gOttA pRoTeCt mYseLf.. i did cHaNgE iN mY pUrSuE oF tHiNgS bUt wHiCh wOmEn dOeSn LiKe bRaNdEd gOoDs? n eVeN iF i sAid i wAnNa bUy, uLtImaTeLy wiLL i bUy? wHo nOeS?? aT LeAsT mY fRenS nOe i'M sTiLL e oLd mi.. i didn cHaNgE cHaRaCtEr-wiSe.. i dUn c aNyThiNg wRoNg wiF mY dEsCriPtioN n mY LoVeNeSs tO tAkE pHoTos.. dAt'S JUZ mi.. i aDmiT i'M jUz aS vAiN aS aNy gErS.. aBt tHe "tOo-dEtAiLeD" tHiNgY, iT's juZ hOw i tReAt tiS aS mY onLiNe diArY LaH hAh.. i dUn bLaMe aNyOnE.. wHt i'M hOpiNg iS tO LoOk fOrWaRd n wReCk mY sTuPiD iDeA oF "xiAnG bU kAi".. i hOpE eVeRyThiNg gOeS weLL fOr hiM tOo cOs i nOe hE's sTrEsS.. tHx fOr tiS LoVeLy taLe tt u'Ve giVen.. aLtHo iT'LL nOt bE cOnTiNuEd aNyMoRe, i'LL rEm tiS bEaUtiFuL pAsT.. :)

oFF tOdAy, dAdDy bRoUgHt mi tO LoTsA pLaCeS tO settLe mY sTuFfs.. pS tAcK aLoNg tOo cOs sHe wAnNa aPpLy fOr siM tOo.. wE bOtH aPpLy fOr aCcOuNtiNg & FiNaNcE.. dEn pS cAmE mY hSe.. bUt wHeN dAdDy oPeN tHe LeTteRbOx, gUeSs wHt? a biG EnVeLoP LiEs tHeRe.. i gOt aN aCcePtAnCe oFfEr fRoM NTU!! bUt i'M sTiLL wAiTiNg fOr NUS rEpLy b4 i dO aNyThiNg rAsH aGaiN cOs i aLrEaDy wAsTe $36.75 fOr aPpLyiNg siM(aLtHo i dUn miNd bEiNg sPeNdiNg $$ tO bE sAfE).. rEaLLi aPpReCiAtE mY pArEnTs fOr doiN sO mUcH fOr mi n wOrRyiNg sO mUcH fOr mi.. i LoVe mY fAmiLy!! (^_^)

tHx tO mY beLoveD G4 fOr bEiNg bY mY siDe tiS dAyS.. tHx tO mY coLLeAgUeS n mY sUpErViSoR 2! u wErE aLL oN mY siDe, sO tOuCheD fOr cOnCeRn..

cAnT wAiT fOr G4 tRiP tO rEdAnG iN JuLy.. tHiNgS hAv bEeN bAd fOr mi iN jUnE bUt i cAn sEnSe iT's aLL oVeR n nOw i'M aWaiTiNg fOr tHe nEw, fReSh juLy wHiCh i sTaRt mY LiFe aLL oVeR aGaiN.. i'LL bE wAiTiNg, juLy..

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