Lost In Beauty-

Friday

tHe caLL.. iT eNdeD sO fAsT.. i wAs sO diSaPpOiNtEd.. tOt mY dEaR wOuLd tOk tO mi aT LeAsT fOr aWhiLe.. bUt aLtHo hE sAid iF i'M nOt sLePiN eArLy, hE's nOt.. hE's gg tO wAtCh sOcCeR.. hMpH! hE'd rAtHeR wAtCh sOcCeR tHaN aCcOmPaNy mi.. i tOt hE gOt mY hiNt! i didn wAn sLep sO eArLy cOs i wAnNa tOk tO hiM.. bUt hE dOeSn sEeM tO bE iNtErEsTeD iN oUr cOnVeRsAtiOn..

tHe pAiN wAs aBiT hUrtfuL aGaiN.. aGaiN.. bUt i gOtTa bE unDeRsTaNdiNg riGhT? hE gOtTa wAkE uP eArLy tmL.. hAiZ.. nOw i'M fEeLiNg aBiT xing1 ku3 aGaiN.. iF i wAnNa giV hiM tHe iMpReSsiOn tt i'M ok wiF hiS dEciSiOn eVeRytiMe, dEn eVeRytHiNg'S goNnA rEpLaY iTseLF aGaiN.. i cAnT mAkE hiM fEeL tt i'M LiKe sO nOt uNdErStAnDiNg bUt oN e oThEr hAnD, i rEaLLi hOpE hE'LL tOk tO mi.. bUt hE toLd mi tOdAe tt hE's sOmEtiMe siCk tO bE hOgGiNg oN e fOnE sO LoNg.. aLriGhT, tiNk i'M juZ gOnNa bEaR wiF iT bAh.. nO cHoiCe.. unLeSs i rEaLLi cAnT tAkE iT aNyMoRe?? hAiZ.. hOw i LoNg fOr sOmEoNe tO hEaR mi oUt..

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