Lost In Beauty-

Friday

cAnT BeLiEvE tt i aCtUaLLy sPiN tiS sOnG oN mY MP3 pLaYeR oVeR & oVeR aGaiN oN mY wAy tO wOrK tOdAe.. tHe LyRiCs iS sO siMiLaR tO wHt i'M eXpEriEnCiNg riTe tHeRe n dEn..

是谁捡到我的爱在阳光还没醒来灰色的云在窗外你的行李没打开朝向门外的姿态下一秒就要飞开我听着你的理由直发呆预感一场雪就要下了
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫一点讯号都没有说出让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上第一场雪就狂飘
我一直都不明白倔强和寂寞比赛是自恋还是自欺心态眼睁睁看你走开就是不让泪掉下来连自己都感意外
你的告别无瑕的像一种姿态最后甜美的婉转表白
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫一点讯号都没有说出让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上第一场雪就狂飘
这一场雪会下多久心情没有气象预报把我困在雪的城堡我只能够不段听到我的心回音渺渺
I don’t wanna lose u now…and I don’t wanna lose u now.. oh~
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u now 心在狂叫一点讯号都没有让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上第一场雪就狂飘喔~
(I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u ) Wo~ 都没有让你知道
I don’t wanna lose u now I don’t wanna lose u 把门关上第一场雪就狂~飘

tiS mOrN i wOkE uP wiF mY hP diSpLaYiNg "1 mSg rEcEiVeD".. i oPeNeD iT n sAw mY sWeEtHeArT rEpLyiNg mY mSg tHe pReviOuS niTe sAyiNg "i duNnO, i ReaLLy duNnO.." i wAs bLuR fOr aWhiLe cOs i 4-gOt wHt i aSkEd hiM.. dEn iT sTriKe mi.. i wAs sTuNnEd.. i wAs aSkiNg hiM 3 qNs..

1. (i rEaLLi fOrGoT tiS Le)

2. iF hE sTiLL LuVs mi..

3. iF hE fEeLs tt hE's puTtiNg iN eNuFf eFfOrT iN tiS ReLaTiOn..

tHe "i duNnO, i ReaLLy dUnNo.." rEaLLi hUrT mi aLoT aLot aLot.. tHe pAiN aCcuMuLaTeD iN mY hEaRt fOr tHe pAsT fEw wKs oR eVeN mThS sEeMs tO bUrSt aT tHe sAmE tYm.. i wAs sHaTtErEd..

y diD i aSk hiM tHoSe qNs?? cOs i wAs rEaLLi fEeLiNg tHe cHaNgE oF aTTitUdE iN hiM, tHe coLdnEsS iN hiM.. i FeLt sO nEgLeCtEd, sO uNcArEd fOr, sO uN-dOtEd.. tHeRe wAs oNcE tiS sCaR LeFt beHiNd iN mY hEaRt, iT didn hEaL fuLLy n nOw tHeRe r mOrE sCaRs..

i wAs oN e fOnE wiF hiM dUriN mY wOrK.. fOr aLmOsT 1 hR pLuS.. i cRiEd.. aLtHo, wE'Re ok nOw bUt i dUnNo iF tHe tHiNgS hE sAiD wAs wHt hE mEanT n i duNnO iF hE FeLt tHe pAiN iN hiM fOr eVeRy dRoP oF mY tEaR.. i tiNk aT tiS pT oF tYm, i LoVe hiM tOo mUcH tO LeAvE hiM.. aNyWaY, tiS wOuNd iS rEaLLi dEeP.. hE saiD hE uNdErStAnD n hE'LL tRy hiS bEsT tO hEaL iT.. wE jUz hAv tO c.. eVeN nOw i CoMe tO tiNk oF it, i fEeL LiKe cRyiNg.. bUt aT LeAsT, tHe sToRm iS oVeR fOr nOw..

pS nOeS pArT oF tHe sToRy.. sHe wAs teLLiNg mi sHe n viO wErE tOkiN aBt mi.. cOs i did teLL tHeM i'M uPsEt oVeR mY ReLaTiOn bUt i nO tiMe tO teLL tHeM tHe wHoLe sToRy sO tHeY didn nOe bUt tHeY wErE diScuSsiNg aBt it.. viO wAs sAyiNg iF iT's sO tOuGh fOr mi, dEn y nOt eNd it? hMm.. pS wAs teLLiNg mi iT's tiMe tO hAv a sEriOuS cOnsiDeRaTioN fOr tiS reLaTioN.. sHe sAyS wHt mAtTeR iS i'M hApPy.. hMm.. i tiNk i'LL juZ giV iT oNe mOrE cHaNcE bAh..

yEah!~ tOdAy mY BeLoVeD G2 --> jUnE's biRtHdAy!! wE ceLeBrAtiNg fOr hEr aS a cLz gAtHeRiNg aS weLL oN sAt!!~ sO hApPy n LoOkiNg fOrWaRd tO iT!! mAriNa sTeAmBoAt.. hAa.. aLtHo i didn rEaLLi wAnNa eAt.. bUt yAh, i'M sTiLL LoOkiNg fOrWaRd!!~ gOtTa caLL mY dEaR Le.. hEez..

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