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爱情是一个童话加上问号 ?

i waS hAppi.. i wAs sUpPoSeD tO bE hApPi.. wAs sO LoOkiN fOrWaRd tO toDaY bUt tHiNgS jUz sEeMs To gO wRoNg eVeRy wKeNd.. i wAS rEaLLy diSaPpTeD, gUeSs hE sTiLL didn nOe bA.. hE didn caLL mi yEsT niTe.. hE didn pLaN aNyThiNg fOr e wKeNd.. sO uPsEt.. sO uPsEt tt i tEaReD jUz nOw whiLe tOkiN tO hiM oN e fOnE.. bUt dEn mY tEaRs fLoW siLeNtLy, sUcH tt hE wOnT hEaR tHeM tiNkLeD dOwN mY cHeEks.. mAyBe iT's nOt bEcOs oF tiS tt i tEaReD.. bEcoZ hE didn leArN? didn nOe hOw tO pAciFy mi, didn nOe hOw tO pUt tHe sMiLe bAcK oN mY fAcE.. oR pErhApS iT's juZ mi.. jUz mi tOo pEtTy, tOo seLf-cEnTrEd, tOo duN-DeSeRvE-hiS-cArE & cOnCeRn.. mAyBe i tEaReD cOs i CaN fEeL tHe coLdNeSs n gRaDuaL cHaNgE iN aTtitUdE tOwArDs mi.. mAyBe, pRoBaBLy oR tRuLy??

mY dReAm cAstLe sEeMs tO diSaPpEaR.. sO sAd, pRiNcEsS cAnOt rEtUrN tO cAsTLe.. gOt sO mAnY tHiNgS tO teLL hiM.. wAnNa sHaRe wiF hiM mY wOeS n sOrRoW n tRoUbLeS bUt iN tUrN, i kEpT tHeM aLL cOs i jUz cAnT fiNd tHe wAy tO mY cAsTLe.. hApPi tHinGs aS weLL, LiKe i bOuGhT thiNgs fRoM Blush! tOdAy cOs gOt 50%.. LiKe i bOuGhT a pAiR oF sAnDaLs fRoM hue, tHe sHoEsHoP bEsiDe Blush! wiF mY suPeRviSoR, CaRoL.. wE bOuGhT tHe sAmE oNe, jUz diFf coLoUrS.. iT's oSo 50% oFf fOr tt saNdAls.. bUt aLL hApPiNeSs cOmEs tO aN eNd(oR dO tHeY?).. sO sAd aT sO mAnY tHiNgs.. soMetiMeS, sOrRy dOeSn rEaLLy HeLp.. onLi wHeN oNe tUrNs oVeR a nEw LeAf wiLL sOrRy HeLpS.. i eVeN toLd CaRoL tt i gOtTa tK LeAvE oN tHe 5Th jUnE nO mAtTeR wHt n LuCkY CaRoL's niCe tO mi sO sHe LeT mi hAv mY wAy.. y? cOs oF his PaSsiNg OuT PaRaDe.. i didn eVeN hAv e cHaNcE tO bReAk e gD nEwS tO hiM.. i eVeN aSk cc iF hE wAnNa gO aS weLL sO mY dEaR wiLL nOt fEeL sO bAd tt he'S gg tO pAsS oUt aLoNe.. bUt.. oR maYbE, i'M nOt tt iMpT tO hiM aNymOrE.. mAyBe i'M nOt wOrTh hiS tiMe n eFfOrT.. mAyBe i'M nOt hiS cUp oF tEa aNyMoRe.. mAyBe i'M jUz nOt gD eNuFF.. mAyBe i nEeD sUm tiMe aLoNe.. i dUnNo hOw tO sHaRe.. sO yEaRn fOr a LiStEnInG eAr riTe nOw..

i'M a pEtTy gEr? mAyBe.. i'M eXpEcTiN tOo mUcH? mAyBe.. fEeL sO LoNeLy riTe nOw.. fEeL sO sAd riTe nOw.. hMm.. dUnNo wHt m i tOkiN..

记忆飞走了之后被谁给捡到爱的惊叹号
我要孤单的思考很久以前我们很好是的那时真好

我再也不需要消失的城堡爱情是一个童话加上问号
当我打破了心里的回忆冰雕碎了一地的梦哪里找

the beauty exposed ;